Coworker Relationship

[Goldplatinumnine99]

Me and this girl worked together. We had a great friendship at work to the point that others (both at work and randoms when in public) would ask if we were dating. During last summer, she started seeing this guy she met at an event (I kind of know him) and she would quietly talk about him at work with others. 2-3 months later, she received a gift at work and was upset she got it. She said she had friend-ed him and he was not good looking. A month or so later, she asked me if we could try things. Things were going but I noticed at work she continued to text this other guy regularly. A few months in to our dating, I attended one of her events and noticed this guy there as well. I questioned her where she was at with that guy and decided to end things as she was not upfront in telling me she was seeing other guys (especially since she made it sound like she ended things with him) and she told me she was not ready to let him go. She told me that I was a guy who had nearly everything she was looking for in a guy. She also later told me that she was going to commit to me. She is now bf/gf with this guy. She keeps this guy a secret now (ex. wont allow him into the workplace, will always go out to him; wont tell others what he is (bf/ friend, etc) when asked, lies when she receives gifts sent to work from him, etc). We have had a few talks over the last year and she will tear up if anything is mentioned between her and I. She will ask me if things will ever get back to what they were. I notice her staring at me during the day still. She blames things on her ex and that at the time she was not in right place. She also accused me of having feelings for another coworker who is in a LTR and i have no feelings for. We are slowly building a work relationship again as we do have to work together. It has been over 6 months now since I ended things.

What do you think her thoughts/ feelings are?