Broken Hearted!

[cbanks31]

I met this girl in my senior year of high school (2004) she was a freshman. i approached her and asked if she had a boyfriend, she said yea, so i just went about my business. But she broke up with him, but i had no idea. Then she gets another boyfriend not too long after that. 3 years later (2007) I contacted her on myspace, she still had a boyfriend but its another guy. I told her I had a crush on her. She told me she had a crush on me also, but she was too shy to tell me and she thought i had a girlfriend, but I didn't. she likes the guy to pursue her but I didn't pursue because she was in a relationship

 

She also told me after i gratuated she still thought about me, and how when i used to come and talk to her she will get chills in her body, and when i graduated she wondered if i left town, or got married or had a baby. I was telling her that I was leaving the city because i felt my life was bigger than what it was. And she told she wanted me stay. But i can't wait for her to break up with her boyfriend, so i was still dating girls, but still had her on my mind.

 

2 years later 2009. I found out my brother was going out with her. I didn't know she broke up with her boyfriend and he didn't tell me about it because he thought I didn't still have feelings for her, then I found out they had sex. I asked her about this and she said "your brother asked me out more and approached me more and i figured you lost interest, and asked him if you had a girlfriend he said yea" I told her I didn't have a boyfriend and the reason why I didn't approach her is because I didn't she broke up with her boyfriend, and thats not my fault for not knowing. Then she says "You never know what will happen in the future so don't give up hope too fast."

 

I couldn't believe she said that and knowing she had sex with my brother. It felt like she wanted me to chase her throughout her whole life. I didn't talk to her for about 2 months, (November 2009) i seen her at a hotel, we talked, we left on good terms, exchanged phone numbers we talked on the phone and texted. All of sudden she stops responding to my text, ignores my phone calls, ignore a message i sent to her on facebook.

 

I was in horrible state of mind, all the things she said were not lining to her actions, i was done with her. in 2011, she followed me on twitter and now she's married with 2 kids. then 2013 she followed me on other twitter page, but she didn't say anything which i thought was weird.

 

Do you guys think she's trying to check up on me to see what i been doing in slick way? oh yea she deleted my brother on facebook, but she didn't delete me. What do you guys think?