lemonadekiwi Posted October 28, 2015 Share Posted October 28, 2015 I have bad anxiety...and my bf has this female friend who is his best friend. They were on and off for 2 years but never were in a relationship and she knows him better than anyone. They only hang out alone, he hasnt really mixed with her with his other friends, yet I've met all his other friends. I've been with my bf now for nearly 2 years, we live together and I still havent met her. They dont meet up as often now, but he knows I feel uncomfortable about their friendship as it sounded intense and they did everything together before I came on the scene. I got upset about a girl he has a thing with on fb the other night, because he added her out the blue and I shouldnt have got upset but I did. As I was upset I mentioned his other friend again and how uncomfortable I am, and that I feel there's a part of his life I don't know about. I stupidly looked at my bf's phone, and the day after I told him how uncomfortable I was about this friend, and he said they hadnt spoken in weeks, I saw texts of them arranging to meet up soon, I think today. I didnt look for long as couldnt, and I shouldnt have looked. I don't need telling off for looking at his phone, I know snooping is wrong but I couldnt help it. Now I feel sick. And I feel horrible, but also upset. Day after what I said. Did I drive this? I feel so rubbish about myself. Link to post Share on other sites
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