Feel as though nothing will ever change

[amyO]

I need to vent how i'm feeling and at the same time need some helpful life advice. For a long time, all i've wanted was to meet a good person and have a nice relationship with that person. However, it seems more and more of a daunting task. I don't mean to ask for pity, but at this point i'm so tired of hoping and believing things will work out with someone and they don't. I feel like everyone around me can be with someone so easily, but for me, trying to date and be in a relationship is like climbing mount everest. I'm happy for the little experiences i've had with the guys i've dated. However, things don't seem to last or don't ever pick up in the first place. I feel very cynical about everything. I've taking breaks (weeks- months at a time) from talking or dating anyone. Yet, when i do meet someone, i end up broken. I'm terrified at this point to even want to like another person. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me or that i'm truly not good enough to be with someone. I know i'm young (23), but nothing seems to change. Even when i try new things (different guys , stepping out of my comfort zone), nothing works. I'm feeling lost at this point and bitter. I don't want to be that way, but i'm hurt. I'm scared of the future and that things will always be this way.

[pointless]

Things will not always be this way, life is an ever evolving journey and you are learning and changing with it everyday.

 

Do you feel like your past relationships have not worked mostly because they have been the problem (you don't like them enough, they treat you badly) or you have been happy and they have broken up with you?

[Teraskas]

Well dear Amy, it seems we're both suffering from an identical problem.

Difference is that I'm male and 24. (And probably living in another country. )

 

Got rejected once more earlier today, and I'm honestly wondering when things will turn around...because at this point I am beyond exhausted and tired of the perpetual same result...