loveiswar101 Posted November 2, 2015 Share Posted November 2, 2015 (edited) Hey all, Haven't posted in a while, reading plenty and been replying to a few, hopefully helping. Outline: 6 months or so since being thrown to the kerb with not sure if I love you as much as you love me, 3 years together. Looking back it was great for the first 2 but got toxic in the last year but I loved her. Alot. Anyhow after the chasing, begging, drunk dialing, for 4 or so months I finally put my foot down a month back. I text her wishing her a happy birthday beginning of last month (she text me for mine, I just thought it would be good manners to acknowledge hers). I've now gone a month no contact (over 4 weeks) pretty proud as longest I've gone. But the last week I've been thinking of her more and more and tonight I've hit bottom and have a huge urge to text her. Huge urge. One corner I know nothing will come from it, yet in the other corner I'm like what have I got to lose. Oh well, just letting of steam and though best write here to take mind of it all. Thanks All Edited November 2, 2015 by loveiswar101 Link to post Share on other sites
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