Feeling like I've made too many mistakes

[MissCongeniality]

I've tried to do better with my life but I'm afraid that no matter what I do I'm just always going to screw up. Even when I have good intentions I some how manage to just screw up. I feel like no matter what I do there's a down side I do nothing something bad happens. I try to help I make it worse. I open my mouth and I instantly regret it. How do I just put the past behind me and set a better example?

[truthtripper]

What is it exactly that you're screwing up? What is it in the past that you want to put behind you? Please tell so we can help.

[MissCongeniality]

What is it exactly that you're screwing up? What is it in the past that you want to put behind you? Please tell so we can help.

Well I have this problem with lying and it's like I can't stop I don't understand why. I keep secrets from the people I love and I don't know why. I also think I might be borderline but I'm not sure I didn't even start looking at the symptoms until recently. I'm also ashamed of my sexual interests(BDSM) and I'm addicted to porn. I'm also OCD and have ADHD.

[truthtripper]

Well I have this problem with lying and it's like I can't stop I don't understand why. I keep secrets from the people I love and I don't know why. I also think I might be borderline but I'm not sure I didn't even start looking at the symptoms until recently. I'm also ashamed of my sexual interests(BDSM) and I'm addicted to porn. I'm also OCD and have ADHD.

A good therapist can help you understand yourself. Do you have one?

 

Btw don't be ashamed of your feelings. There are good reasons why they exist and those reasons are what you need to find out.