Mrlonelyone Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Looking back over the last few years of my history and my life I think I met the one for me and we both screwed it up. I think M was the one. She ticks almost every place on my list but for things that usually change for the better with age and maturation. Yet when our relationship ended we both did what we could to hurt eachother. Followed by two years of messages and intense periods of months of communication like an LDR with occasional meet ups. That has stopped "forever" for the latest time. Now that it has I feel like I found the best person for me. The best real person for me,... not perfect by any means... but I can't even write down what I would want without saying. Someone like M who is maybe a bit older and a bit more experienced in terms of life and relationships...the things that only come with age. After a couple years of looking and "waiting and seeing" no one has really come close. I am mid 30's and hearing and reading the advice that "the one for you is right around the corner" rings hollow. I've been around more than one block more than once. Feeling like I found "the one" but it did not, likely will not work out, and even if we both tried it it would be hard to get back to a healthy place from so much hurt. Link to post Share on other sites
clia Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Do you think you are feeling this way because you haven't met anyone else yet? Because you haven't allowed yourself to move on from M? And didnt M have a boyfriend during the time you knew her? Link to post Share on other sites
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