just venting 😢😢😢

[eric85]

I wonder if she still wears the engagement ring?

When she wraps her arms around the man she is passing time with does it remain on her finger?

Does she think about me before bed and cry like I do her?

Was the family we created nothing to her?

I know not to stay in a relationship strictly for the kids but was ours really that bad? One day she says how unhappy she is /was the next she can't wait to grow old together

I meant what I said. I fuc$ing love you and can't see myself with anyone else.How is it so easy for her to move on?

I couldn't have possibly meant anything and that hurts so bad

All I think about is her. Every decision I make still includes what she would think.

I can't do this. I can't go on without her,God I miss cuddling on the couch watching Netflix. I miss laying in bed after making love and telling each other how much we mean to one another.

Why with tears streaming down my face and a heart that aches do I still want her? This has happened once before and she promised never again. Looked dead in my eyes n told me how much it killed her being apart but here I am again.. Alone again.

How do you move on when you don't want to?

[parkwest]

Quite simply, she moved on a long time ago. She probably has a year headstart on you. Happened once before? Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, I am a Beta that has not learned my life lessons.

 

When I learned my ex did the things she did, I didn't want her back, I wanted to curse her azz out. I would be completely disrespecting myself had I tolerated that crap without resolution nor boundaries in place.

 

You have to do the work to move on, otherwise you will be stuck in the past, replaying it like it happened to you today. Set boundaries and live by them and spend some time on the NC posts.

 

Wish you the best.