Dont know how to approach something

[thunder777]

Been dating someone for about a month, lots of intimacy etc etc

 

She had a end of year work party over the weekend, i didnt go, not that there was an invite anyway

 

earlier in the day she offered i stay at her place whilst she at party, cos its severely hot here in our town right now and i dont have air conditioning. So when shed come home from the party id be there all for her pleasures etc etc

 

I didnt take on the offer, bit weird but could have

 

anyways her night out as far as i know was filled with lots of alcohol, ecstasy pills and lots of nightclubs, that fine and a good time im sure that likely went till the sun came up next day

 

what bugs me is the whole night or morning she never drunkenly reached for me with a random text or miss you message. there was zero affection

 

in doing the maths on this I kinda put the numbers together and am sensing she may likely have been kissing some hot guy whos approached her sexy legs in her sexy dress, and im just thinking the worst with all these ideas in my head and whats happened and im now no longer the flavour of the month and shes had intimacy else where

 

now 2 days on im kinda grumpy about this possible concept, ive barely contacted her and she thinks im angry with her

 

dont how to approach it, cos where theres smoke theres fire, although here the smoke is minimal, im just expecting myself going to her and hearing or sensing she had a great intimate time with someone else over the weekend

 

rather just let it go and not be the stooge whos kissing my girl as normal, being totally oblivious to the truth as what she may have gotten up to