Do I Have a Chance?

[Laser90]

So posted on the break up page not so long ago but things have changed quite a bit since..

 

Briefly, I broke up with my ex girlfriend late September after one too many arguments and drunken incidents pushed me away. I didn't talk to anyone and I just said to her I need space. I was cold and distant for a couple weeks but I finally got my head out of my ass and went to talk to her. Found out she was already seeing someone.

 

Anyway, so the rebound finished earlier this month and we've been back in contact. During the couple months of being single I'd concentrated on the gym and seeing friends. She was impressed in the shape I was in. We've talked nearly everyday for the past 2 weeks, sometimes small talk and other times reminiscing our relationship. I know she's still hurt from the break up and keeps saying things like "if I was the one you wouldn't have done what you did etc". Again I really regret the way I handled things and I can admit I was wrong. I've taken full responsibility even when she went to someone else. She did that to obviously get over me, I know that.

 

She's now feeling down about Xmas and so am I. I've got her a present and I've written a letter to her explaining my feelings and that I do love her with all my heart. Time apart does make the heart grow fonder and I feel as though I got caught up in these stupid incidents where they just didn't need to happen. I'm not abusive in any nature and our relationship was 99% amazing. We had so much in common and we just clicked, people would comment on our relationship and say how good we were together etc.

 

So what I'm saying is how do I go about a second chance? The ball is in her court as I have poured my heart out to her etc. I've learnt such a big lesson in all this and would no way do that to her again, never.