everything Posted January 4, 2016 Share Posted January 4, 2016 Everyday just goes by and its like i remain nothing. Everything around me grows and changes and i cant seem to adapt. Im scared i will turn out to be nothing in life for i have already achieved little. I have such a hurtful past that i just want to get away from but i cant, i struggle to move on from all the pain ive been through since i was a baby pretty much. Lifes been kicking me since. I dont want to complain and sound like a sore loser, but sometimes i just cant shake this feeling and in truth the reality, i am a nobody who isnt improving in anyway. Just depressed all the time, i try to do things, keep myself busy and happy and at the end of the day im back to square one. Sad, lonely and depressed Link to post Share on other sites
Author everything Posted January 5, 2016 Author Share Posted January 5, 2016 Am I not entitled to be happy. Link to post Share on other sites
sportygirl89 Posted January 5, 2016 Share Posted January 5, 2016 You have to make yourself happy. Find something to be passionate about. You cannot rely on others to make you happy. If you can't think of anything take a class or go back to school to get a different career. Yes you are entitled to happiness but will fall short with this approach/attitude if you do not try to find something you love. Maybe try to volunteer plus you will meet people. Link to post Share on other sites
Author everything Posted January 5, 2016 Author Share Posted January 5, 2016 Forany years I have tried. Many years. I cannot get out of this slum, this bubble of pain and sadness. I do not like to talk ill of myself because i dont want that negative mentality. But it seems its time to accept reality. Theres only pain for me. Dissapointments and a sour life. Have only been betrayed, disrespected and treated like i was nothing. What makes it worst was i thought i found someone who couldveade it all better. But she hurt me the most and beyrayed and disrespected me as well. Life has never really been up for me. Link to post Share on other sites
Gold Pile Posted January 5, 2016 Share Posted January 5, 2016 Lower the bar. Pick a minor goal, do it, feel good about it. Then pick your next little goal. Link to post Share on other sites
Author everything Posted January 5, 2016 Author Share Posted January 5, 2016 I do those things. I'm not highly motivated so accomplishing big things isn't my thing, I never really had because of the way I am and my lifestyle. Its difficult for me to do things. I do almost everything on my own. I don't have a backbone of friends and family for anything. One of the main reasons I'm here because I have no one to talk to. Makes you think where has all my time been spent. I don't even have one true friend. Days just pass me by and nothing gets done. I have no passion no soul. How could i even get help with the situation im in. Professional help is something i thought of but where I live, its literally about 2 months of my pay for a session with a therapist. Role models? I have none. All my father and uncles are drunks and complete dicks. My city is messed up ppl don't even talk to each other. How can a guy like me ever get help. Ever improve. Idk. Link to post Share on other sites
Lily1234 Posted January 5, 2016 Share Posted January 5, 2016 I am not doctor but you may have depression. Go find a doctor and try regular rest might help. Insist in doing simple things everyday can help you gain confidence, like jogging 20 min everyday or cook yourself a wonderful breakfast everyday. Link to post Share on other sites
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