wlh22 Posted January 5, 2016 Share Posted January 5, 2016 Long story short.... I feel like I am currently struggling with intense emotions of anger sadness and negativity about myself. I was dumped about 4 months back by a girl who I broke.up with because of her lack of commitment to move relationship forward about 9 months back. She came back after the first break after a couple of months (when I was emotionally alright and moving on with life) and asked to get back together. I decided to give her a chance as she seemed genuinely sorry for letting me go. And then after 4 months of resurrecring the relationship (LD) she dumps me because she "just didn't feel it" Most humiliating and confusing experience. The issue is.... I thought she was really awesome and we shared great chemistry. And now I am starting to blame myself for not being able to give my 100% when she came back. It was sort of like.... My mind was always asking... Is she right... Is she genuine... Etc.... And that maybe showed in my behavior... In the end... She just stopped answering my calla when i told her I am not ready for another "break and get back" ... She dumped me just by disappearing like that... And I was so hurt and angry and that after 3 days of calling her and noticing she blocked me on fb... I assumed she has dumped me. I could not convince myself to go begging and lovey dovey after that But today... I still feel weird about all this. Sort of like... What the heck happened ... I am having emmense self doubt because now I am.blaming myself for not giving 100% trust and emotions into when she came back... I sort of told her I want to be with her but the ego came.in.and never really let me fully open up. But when she left it hurt like hell. Can someone please help Link to post Share on other sites
Author wlh22 Posted January 5, 2016 Author Share Posted January 5, 2016 Oh and I found out this week she unblocked me on fb ... But she is no longer on.my friends list (but i saw her public profile)... So that partly must hsbd triggered emotions.... Plus I have been dumped twice in my life in serious relationships and both times there were no clear answers... And I tend to see.my fault only Link to post Share on other sites
Mcnulty Posted January 5, 2016 Share Posted January 5, 2016 LD relationships are always going to be so hard to maintain. You need face to face i feel. Unfortunately she said she just didn't feel it, I'm afraid that's her truth and you may have to accept it, well you did, you had to if she blocked you. You could open up contact via FB, if you're ready to do it. Link to post Share on other sites
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