Are you happy?? I dont know where mines is.

[Itsfriday]

I cant find it. i try new things, try the old things. i just cant genuinely be happy. Idk if its because im still thinking about my break up, or because my life isnt going anywhere. Weighing it out i really dont know.

 

I miss my ex, id like to be with her but i dont think she really wants it. so im just gonna tell her what i gotta tell her and acceot what is.

 

Improving on my life is so damn hard. Its not going anywhere, i feel like im gonna be the kind of guy whos living with his parents and achieving nothing.

 

My education is in the gutter, family is out of sync and friends just dissapoint and betray me. i dont really have any close ones. Everyone is doing something with their lives and i feel so left out. Stuck in a dumb job, have an abusive father that i deal with everyday, he's the ultimate alcoholic.

 

I cant get away from this life. everyday that goes by i am unhappy, and i go deeper into misery and i cant get out. I just get the feeling that im gonna be a nobody.

 

I cant remember the last time i really laughed, or had a real smile. I just phase into everything and the only thing thats missing is tears because i cry inside everyday.

 

so much to say. but what can be done about it

anyway thank you for reading.

[whichwayisup]

Sounds like you need a holiday or a guys weekend away to get a break from your parents and your ex.

 

Keep venting all the things that are on your mind!

 

Take one step at a time.

I cant find it. i try new things, try the old things. i just cant genuinely be happy. Idk if its because im still thinking about my break up, or because my life isnt going anywhere. Weighing it out i really dont know.

 

Everybody goes through this at some point in their lives. it just takes time to work though.

I miss my ex, id like to be with her but i dont think she really wants it. so im just gonna tell her what i gotta tell her and acceot what is.

 

How long ago did you two break up? Why did the relationship end?

Improving on my life is so damn hard. Its not going anywhere, i feel like im gonna be the kind of guy whos living with his parents and achieving nothing.

How old are you?

Nah, you won't live with your folks forever! Trust me on that!! Once you find your passion and get on the happier path, you'll want to move out.

 

My education is in the gutter, family is out of sync and friends just dissapoint and betray me. i dont really have any close ones. Everyone is doing something with their lives and i feel so left out. Stuck in a dumb job, have an abusive father that i deal with everyday, he's the ultimate alcoholic.

Deal with your father as little as possible. He's got issues, so just keep the peace and stay out of his way.

 

What are your friends doing to disappoint you and let you down?

What's your job that you don't like?

 

Think about finding a more fun job, something that you might enjoy and make you feel happier and less stressed.

 

I cant get away from this life. everyday that goes by i am unhappy, and i go deeper into misery and i cant get out. I just get the feeling that im gonna be a nobody.

 

Have you considered counseling? Just to help you get back on your feet and gain some confidence? Sounds like you're still young so please don't poo poo yourself saying you'll be a nobody. Everybody is 'somebody' important!

 

I cant remember the last time i really laughed, or had a real smile. I just phase into everything and the only thing thats missing is tears because i cry inside everyday.

 

I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. Start slow and find a movie that makes you laugh. Or watch you tube video's bloopers and stuff just to bring a smile to your face.

[deckard11]

I'm not happy, I'm down right depressed. And it gets worse with each passing day.

[sportygirl89]

I wasn't happy for twoish years. Finally getting my passion back has helped. I think one day I just became happy. Are you religious at all? Have you tried finding a church you like. It does get better even though it seems impossible now.