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I don't want to jinx it but things are looking up with the ex. Despite the fact that 2 weeks ago I said I was done and I needed leave him alone, I thought long and hard about it and decided I needed to see for myself what is there. We have been talking for about 2 weeks (pretty much small talk) and yesterday he took the convo in a serious direction. He told me how happy he was that we were communicating again and wanted to see what the future holds for us. He wants us to get to a point of healing together, which is pretty much the reason I emailed him in the first place. I need to know why after all the pain we have caused each other (over a year ago) that we haven't been able to walk away. Hopefully I will find the answers I need to either pursue this or move on. Either way, I am happy about the outcome and ready for anything.

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I always thought he was the one and despite a horrible break-up, taking time apart has helped us to grow up a lot. Maybe it just wasn't the right time for us then. Who knows. All I can say is we both still have something there and want to take some time to figure out what it is. I am going very slow about it and so is he because we both hurt each other. We shall see what comes of this. I am not ready to actually see him yet though. Just little emails for now.

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