what do you see when you read between the lines?

[shaftyrambone]

The tie that binds

 

Guilt is the chain that now binds you to me,

 

Your dreams are not broken,

 

Just hard to see,

 

thru your pain & negativity

 

My last living desire, to see you happy,

 

smiling so beautifully,

 

Sparkling blue eyes, enjoying her life….

 

No matter where it may be.

 

To look upon the firiery passion inside you,

 

Sadly, extinguished by my ignorance & inability.

 

Maybe this time you will listen to your hearts desires.

 

Cast of the guilt you feel over me, by your side I will always be,

 

Helping you down whatever path you chose,

 

No matter where it leads.

 

One ticket to happiness please.

 

Weep not for me,

 

Always alone is what destined for the hardened heart in side of thee

 

From your words its clear to see, your desire

 

The love you long to receive, from someone…

 

Someone, even if its not me.

 

I don’t blame you, I don’t blame me.

 

I would want the same if I could receive

 

i wrote this for my wife hoping for some kind of honest answer.

 

even if i get one I'm afraid i won't believe her anyway, at least not yet.

 

i know its over with her and the MM, well physically any how. strangely it feels

 

like her heart..... her soul is no longer mine.

 

when i asked why she didn't come to me she said "I was afraid you would

 

take the boys and leave me. I was afraid I'd never see them again"

 

so I told her you can have it all, just give me my clothes and luggage to put it

 

in and i'll walk if thats what you want. She begged me to stay "I want to

 

make our family work" I just don't know anymore....

 

before I found out she would say things like "your so sexy baby" while

 

looking into my eyes, or "damn baby you make me hot" just about everyday

 

for the last six years..... It's been five months and counting since i've heard

 

those words and I don't think i'll hear them again.... From her anyway.

 

tell me what YOU think, i've been on hold too long and i'm ready to hang up.

[Marshbear]

I see guilt, betrayal,love.anger,sadness,joy,resolve and sadly the end.

[HokeyReligions]

hard returns

 

it sounds rather like a suicide note. I hope I'm wrong.

[MWC_LifeBeginsAt40]

Originally posted by shaftyrambone

i know its over with her and the MM, well physically any how. strangely it feels

 

like her heart..... her soul is no longer mine.

 

when i asked why she didn't come to me she said "I was afraid you would

 

take the boys and leave me. I was afraid I'd never see them again"

 

 

and IMO this is why us cheaters lie til we're blue in the face. At least, that was my reason.

[moimeme]

She begged me to stay "I want to make our family work"

 

Give her once chance. She has to attend marriage counselling with you. She has to give him up forever. She has to be accountable to you for what she's doing at all times. If she agrees, give her one chance.

[shaftyrambone]

Words can not express my gratitude.

 

thank you, thank you, thank you,

 

I have been inspired to look long and hard.

 

i can now see the light, thou dim its there at the end of the tunnel!

 

Patience is a virtue more valuable than gold.

 

thank you all for such a great gift!....thank you