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SmileEmptySoul

I have been exercising and working out for about two months now.. I havent seen a differnce inmyself but other people see it. Everybody tells me im looking thinner or more fit but i dont see it. I recently went to my doctors and she says the same thing... Are people liieng to me to motivate me or did i actually lose something because I think i still look the same... Only real evidence I have is that i dropped from a size 36 jean to a size 34..

 

Im hoping that this summer before i go back to school i could drop down to 180 and build some muscle up.. I hope 3 more months will give me the results iv been wanting..

 

May sound a little weird but the reason im doing this is because I have no confidence in anything I do, everytime iv done something im always put down because i never did it as good as ther last guy or whatever, and a part of me wants revenge on people who talked about me.

 

I want to go back sophmore year of highschool and blow people off like they blew me off..It may sound a little wrong but thats how i feel

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You don't see a difference because you are with yourself all the time. 60 days and 2 inches on your waist is pretty good and healthy. Look at it this way you've gone down 2 inches per 60 days or 2/60 inches per day = 1/30th of an inch per day. How could you notice? It isn't like you suddenly dropped your "lost" 2 inches on the floor in front of you. :)

 

Also, when you see yourself as overweight for a long time you can "feel" fat even when you are thin. I was a fat kid all my life till I was about 15 then started to exercise and eat right. Now, years later people are always saying I look so fit and fat free but I still feel like I'm fat. I've just learned to accept that even though I feel fat, that I am not fat according to the people around me or the tests they do at the gym. :D

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