lostinmymind Posted June 15, 2005 Share Posted June 15, 2005 Well, I started doing NC since me and my ex both needed some time to cool down. She called me after 3 days, I didn't answer, but she left a really nice voicemail saying hello and that we haven't talked for awhile and she doesn't want me to think she wants me out of her life. I think she said "just calling to say Hi" about 4 times. I'm not going to try and analyze this, but it's good to be on good terms with her. I've pretty much decided to let everything go and she seems to be noticing. Before I did this I kept doing things to drive her away; to the point I think she gave up hope in me ever acting normal again. She has also been asking some of my friends if I am doing good now. Who knows what will happen. I'm not going to hold my breath. She has things she needs to figure out. Even if she does want me back eventually I don't think I can be with her until I'm convinced she has figured everything out for herself. I don't think I'll ever not love this girl, but I need to watch out for myself. Link to post Share on other sites
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