404Error Posted April 17, 2016 Share Posted April 17, 2016 I'm the WAW. I don't expect any sympathy, I just need a place to air it out. For the last few years I've felt like a ship lost at sea looking for home, and now my ship has sunk and I'll either drown or find land. I started typing out my story, but realized it doesn't matter. Essentially it comes down to the fact that I messed up, he messed up, we waited too long to work on things and our marriage died. i'm sure everyone on this board has lived, is living it or has read it a hundred times. So...We just broke the news to our teenager and I feel physically ill. I fluctuate between anger at the unfairness of it all, extreme guilt for making the decision to leave and hurting everyone I love, sadness, fear, confusion, relief and acceptance. This has to be the single most difficult thing I've ever experienced and it's just the beginning. I've typed so many sentences and deleted them, trying to find the words. But there are none. Just hello, and I feel for anyone who is going through this right now, regardless of what side of the fence you are on. Link to post Share on other sites
road Posted April 17, 2016 Share Posted April 17, 2016 Many people have even reconnected after the divorce and have recovered their marriages. Now if you want to vent, rant, throw yourself a pity party, fine. Now if you want to get yourself some help then you need to share with us. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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