Having Hard Times

[KeepSmiling24]

Hi I every one I am writing after a long time sorry about my last posy my English language is not good so sorry for the mistakes I did in my last post.

 

I live in Dubai away from family alone my life is always complicated and alone I have been into relations two times for long period both left, In Dubai It was my dream to come here to do work when I was in my country I though life out of the country will be changed and that was the reason I came to Dubai and I will be happy well it was just a silly though.

 

The problem i am having is just i am so lost inside i even tried to date a girl here but nothing worked she was not interested, i am also having issues with my work i was appointed as an Account Analyst but due to my bad performance they transfer me into a call center and now i do a night shift with no one with me in a 30 stories building for 12 hour's.

 

I love my parents I daily talk to my mum but don't talk to my dad that much.

 

I am really tired of my robotic life as I do a 12 hour's shift I go home wash clothes do breakfast and sleep and wakes up at 7 Pm get ready and come to office. For the last three weeks I have not took a holiday as there are less people in call center so I am the only one.

 

I feel i am slowly living in a dreamy world, might be cause of music I love Orchestra Ambient ,Trance and also the Film Music and some old rock pop music of 90's. Might be some of you think what I am writing but this is the truth the loneliness is too much inside me broken hopes made me weak.

 

If any one of you have ever felt like this do post it.

Edited June 1, 2016 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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[KeepSmiling24]

Will wait for the update.

[preraph]

You have lost balance. You need balance of friends, family, work and leisure. Many of us have lost balance. I am old, but I sit at the computer working most of the time and rarely go somewhere with friends, maybe once a month. But I do not get lonely exactly because I am not the type. I don't mind my own company and have pets. I don't mind going out to lunch by myself or anything else. But the work hours wear me down. Today I have a partial day off. I can go weeks without a real day off, depending on finances and work flow, but I feel it is important to take off and rest up and take off again and do something memorable, even if it is by yourself.

 

Why not try a ritual of going for a smoothie after your shift ends or to have an inexpensive meal. Once your work gives you your day off again, make yourself go do something you love to do with it. Visit a zoo, go to Starbucks, go to a park. Whatever you fancy. Read books and watch the news so you always have something topical to talk about when you do have occasion to speak to a person.

 

Don't worry about the one girl who didn't want to go. I can't tell you how many guys I was interested in who weren't interested back. But one tip: When out and about, pay attention to look around and see whatever women are friendly toward you and don't just focus on one girl in the room every other guy is also looking at. If any talk to you, that's who to talk back to and try to get to know. Good luck. Things will get better. It's just that work is a grind.