I’m addicted to cheating on my wife [updated 2016-06-14]

June 15, 2016

IWho knows, maybe it is something that should be discussed in therapy. I will admit that I often thought of my ex when I was ****ing other women. Which generally made me angry, think of her as promiscuous and **** the lady harder or be rougher. Not past that woman's boundaries. Most of the women I was with were also into things along the lines of BDSM. Hurting a woman physically is something I would never do and I think men who do should be castrated.

That ex holds a negative place in my brain. All my other ex's I remained friendly with and some I still chat with on occasion (meaning once every few years to 1-2x a year depending on the woman). Simple how is your life going type of convo.

Here's the thing. I don't really want to have sex with my wife in that way. She's not into that so that's a whole other issue, but mainly I feel it would "taint" the image of my wife that I have. I don't know if the sex life would ever be satisfying between the two of us. And maybe that is how it should be, just an end to sex.

Valid points and a lot to think about. It will be incredibly hard.

I don't think you'll be able to work with just any therapist. You need to really research the hell out of this and be sure you find a specialist for your issues and/or someone you really respect and trust. You talk about the stuff that goes through your mind. You know it's warped, but you don't know how to change it.

The other thing that occurs to me is that this might be amenable to exposure/response prevention behavioral therapy - you know, the behavioral treatment they do for agoraphobia or fear of flying. Basic theory is you're exposed a little, then a little more, each time without responding the way you normally do. You also do something that helps you resist your 'normal' that will make it possible to resist the impulse on a small scale. Eventually you could be around the things that used to evoke the unwanted thoughts and urges and they no longer occur. You're free.

I know the theory because it worked for my son for OCD when he was 20. We lived in Philadelphia where the original research was done for this treatment for OCD. Of course, he was also taking medication but was able to go off eventually. I have no idea what it would look like for someone with your associations or if it's even viable.

But I really don't see how straight cognitive therapy could help you. You'd still have this visceral association with certain situations and behaviors. How would you talk or think that away? It would be torture, seems to me - just denying what your gut is screaming at you to do (or some other body part). Behavior response prevention is mostly behavioral, though there is ALWAYS a cognitive component that responds to talk therapy.

Worth asking about I should think.

Edited June 15, 2016 by merrmeade

June 15, 2016

The thing with my ex, who I was faithful with. I cheated on the girlfriends I had as a teenager, not because I was addicted to sex but because I was a dumb teenager who didn't give a F and didn't really care about the relationships in a serious way. I was extremely popular in high school as I was in a successful band and the girls loved it at the age. When I met my ex I was ready for a serious relationship and committed myself to her. We were really happy for 3 years. She was a virgin when we met and I was unsure of it. I thought she would want to experience other people but she assured me she didn't. Then around the 2 year mark of the relationship she cheated multiple times and later broke up with me around 3 years. I was crushed. She said the sex got worse and worse and that is why she cheated. Everything she had told me about wanting only one partner, how attractive I was, how good the sex was, how happy she was, etc. was shot to hell. I didn't date anyone for a long time after that and just slept around to feel better about myself.

Then I met my wife. She was the same, a virgin who assured me she didn't care about being with lots of men (I almost didn't date her because of it). Instead the opposite, she wanted as few sex partners as possible. I tried my best to believe her and for 2 years was faithful. When the relationship hit the same point (2 years) as with my ex, I started cheating.

My thoughts about this:

It seems like you need a 'strong' partner (although I think your wife staying proves how strong she is) who gives you strict boundaries (you mentioned that if your wife would have been 'strong' enough she would have left you) because you don't give yourself boundaries.

Your ex of 3 years somehow lost her feelings for you after 2 years, you were not sure whether she would stay or leave you. That kept you on your toes to work for the relation; instead of needing the kick of cheating to feel good about yourself and think you are worthy, you had the kick of working for the relation to keep her. And her staying proved you were worthy, until she left.

After two years, unlike your ex, your wife stayed with you. The challenge was gone and you searched for other ways to receive recognition of you being worthy. Other woman wanting you and sleeping with you gives you this recognition. However, each time the kick is short term til the woman is conquered and thereafter reality hits you and you feel guilty. After the first time you cheated on your wife, it became easy to do it again. It’s a circle and you should break through it by therapy, discipline and finding other ways to feel good about yourself and as a way of stress relieve (sports, hobbies etc).

Maybe on an unconscious level you told your wife, because deep down inside you want her to leave, so that YOU wont be the one that pulled the trigger of breaking up your family and all the guilt that comes along with a decision like that. Hope im wrong with this and you can make your marriage work, there are always new beginnings

Edited June 15, 2016 by Sunshine8

June 15, 2016

I think it's possible that you are punishing your wife for your ex cheating on you. But I also have another explanation:

I think the fact that the two year mark (the time your ex started cheating on you) set off your cheating is telling. The pain you felt from your ex cheating on you and dumping you was obviously very great. To prevent yourself from ever feeling that way again, you subconsciously beat your wife to the punch in hurting her first. By cheating on her, rather than the other way around, you are essentially protecting yourself from feeling that amount of pain from betrayal again. Because if she was cheating on you too, it wouldn't hurt as much if you are also cheating on her. Also, by engaging other women, you are preventing true intimacy with your wife. And losing true intimacy would be the most painful of all.

Many men with a porn addiction suffer ED when it comes to real life sex. Some time after they have gone completely off the porn, they are able to enjoy sex with another human again. I think this analogy might apply to you too. Some abstinence from variety and also some inner work will do you good. From where I stand, this isn't just about sex, especially given that the whole variety thing came up after you were in a serious relationship with a woman who reminded you of the one who caused you great pain.

June 15, 2016

She is staying "with" you for ...now. She is in panic mode and will soon find herself if self preservation mode.

You would be best advised to separate and work on yourself. Improve yourself, for... yourself. Not for someone you clearly see as a useful appliance or others you see as sluts (because they fell for you...that logic is so self hating, but whatever).

Watch a few episodes of 'Snapped'.

You have made your life dangerous, and by your own choosing.

June 16, 2016

I'm noticing a link between your wife and the ex you never cheated on. It appears that you have a Madonna/Whore complex. You have the sweet and virginal wife whom you rewarded with marriage because she was sexually inexperienced. The women you sleep with on the side represent the "fallen whore" archetype in your head that came about when your ex was unfaithful.

This! I thought the same thing. And I also don't believe you love your wife. You stated you knew before the first date you loved her.

I think she met/meets your criteria for a wife/mother of your children. Look at how you've described her? Top of her class... I think you love her success. I think you love your life(style). I think you love the way your family looks to others. I think your proud of her, admire her, and like that she is an earner--but love her?

I don't think you love your wife. Sorry

June 16, 2016

I'm noticing a link between your wife and the ex you never cheated on. It appears that you have a Madonna/Whore complex. You have the sweet and virginal wife whom you rewarded with marriage because she was sexually inexperienced. The women you sleep with on the side represent the "fallen whore" archetype in your head that came about when your ex was unfaithful.

This! I thought the same thing. And I also don't believe you love your wife. You stated you knew before the first date you loved her.

I think she met/meets your criteria for a wife/mother of your children. Look at how you've described her? Top of her class... I think you love her success. I think you love your life(style). I think you love the way your family looks to others. I think your proud of her, admire her, and like that she is an earner--but love her?

I don't think you love your wife. Sorry

I agree. It's clear that Joh has no respect for his wife and you cannot love someone if you don't respect her.

He simply views her as a "suitable partner" rather than someone he is in love with. Joh can't even do certain things with this wife in bed because that would cause her to be "tainted" and dirty like the women he cheats with.

The lack of love is also obvious when Joh speaks of hoping that he won't have to spend his whole life making up for his behavior. If love was there, he would be glad to work on improving his marriage rather than balking at the emotional work out of selfishness.

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June 16, 2016

I haven't read your entire thread but want to say I get it about vanilla sex. It can drive a person crazy.

But if you're the kind of person who can't stand just vanilla the rest of your life, you shouldn't have gotten married and had these children.

I'll be blunt. You need to grow up. Growing up takes a lot of work, and you kinda have to stay in the real world to do so. You need to start dealing in reality, stop grasping at straws, and have someone else (not your wife) helping you to stay clean. You simply cannot do this by yourself and placing this burden on your wife is really unfair.

I recommend 12 steps highly. If you make excuses why you can't do 12 steps, then you're not serious about your marriage or about keeping your junk in your pants. People in 12 steps will call you out on your BS because they know you better than you do.

You also need to find your higher power. 12 steps will help you with that but you can start by admitting that you are powerless over this "addiction" (your need to screw everyone but your wife) and that your life is unmanageable. Revisit the higher power of your childhood and see if that helps. If it doesn't, investigate finding a new one to help you. Because you're gonna need it.

June 16, 2016

I haven't read your entire thread but want to say I get it about vanilla sex. It can drive a person crazy.

This is where the whole reconciliation idea falls down fundamentally.

Sex is important to Joh, I guess sex is important to his wife, but the kind of sex they enjoy is miles apart.

So even if Joh is "clean" years down the road, then he is left with vanilla sex for life, (as he can hardly expect his vanilla wife to change without a great deal of resentment on her part) and as you say for someone who is non-vanilla that will send him crazy. He cannot even get it up for his wife - it is that bad...

I get the need to "punish" the ex, but that, I guess is not the only reason he is into BDSM.

What is he going to do then, a vanilla wife and an unsatisfied penchant for kink? - develop a porn addiction (addicts frequently swap one addiction for another), drugs, alcohol, webcam girls, escorts ... or does he just go back to chatting up that girl in accounts who once mentioned that she likes the odd "slap" during sex...

I think there are a whole load of reasons here why Joh came clean to his wife, not all of them were to do with "curing" his sex addiction.

My guess is that his ex is not the only woman he wants to "punish".

His highly successful, competent, responsible, "perfect" wife comes to mind here...

I have a feeling Joh is just someone who cannot be monogamous.

Society may want him that way, but he is not built that way, he has almost universally cheated, and "forcing" him to be something he is fundamentally not, is a bit like putting a homosexual into residential therapy to stop him being a homosexual...

June 16, 2016

What is he going to do then, a vanilla wife and an unsatisfied penchant for kink? - develop a porn addiction (addicts frequently swap one addiction for another), drugs, alcohol, webcam girls, escorts ... or does he just go back to chatting up that girl in accounts who once mentioned that she likes the odd "slap" during sex...

What is he going to do? We HOPE he is going to get GOOD therapy for sex addiction.

I also agree wholeheartedly with the poster's suggestion he get a mentor for the 12 steps. I just heard a long NPR special on the origins of AA and they narrated a lot about the founders. What they discovered was that it was the act of helping each other that was key to getting on the wagon and staying there. The other part of their key experience was giving up control to a higher power which they did not see as a traditional religious idea. This is probably why group therapy seems to work for people with his kind of problem.

June 16, 2016

I say again that putting your wife through this misery was completely unnecessary. Now you're stuck with trying to fix this mess when it is, for the most part, unfixable. You simply want the Norman Rockwell painting, with great sex with strangers on the side. Your wife is a bore in bed and you are completely turned off by her.

In order to keep things intact, you would have to have more of a business relationship with your wife, and be able to do as you please in terms of sex. Unfortunately it doesn't work that way. Even if your wife doesn't get it where sex is concerned, she's now so focused on controlling you that she wants you where she can keep an eye on you at all times. I hope you can see the ridiculousness of that.

Why you're clinging to this situation is beyond me. Because as bad as it was before, it just now got exponentially worse. Why don't you just admit to yourself that it doesn't work for you? You simply cannot have both worlds so you're going to have to choose. And agreeing to be saddled with an asexual wife who will forever have you on her radar doesn't seem like much of a choice at all.

June 16, 2016

I say again that putting your wife through this misery was completely unnecessary. Now you're stuck with trying to fix this mess when it is, for the most part, unfixable. You simply want the Norman Rockwell painting, with great sex with strangers on the side. Your wife is a bore in bed and you are completely turned off by her.

In order to keep things intact, you would have to have more of a business relationship with your wife, and be able to do as you please in terms of sex. Unfortunately it doesn't work that way. Even if your wife doesn't get it where sex is concerned, she's now so focused on controlling you that she wants you where she can keep an eye on you at all times. I hope you can see the ridiculousness of that.

Why you're clinging to this situation is beyond me. Because as bad as it was before, it just now got exponentially worse. Why don't you just admit to yourself that it doesn't work for you? You simply cannot have both worlds so you're going to have to choose. And agreeing to be saddled with an asexual wife who will forever have you on her radar doesn't seem like much of a choice at all.

A post trying to blame te wife for the husband's action, even in some convoluted way? It's like blaming everyone else in a person's life for that person's choice to pick up the bottle.

You have it backwards.

His wife is not asexual. In fact, she is the one who has been imitating sex with him, but it's not the kind of sex that he wants, so he has been largely refusing her. if he's not reusing her, he can't keep it up.

This isn't a case where hubby wants sex wifey says no, so hubby goes elsewhere.

It's more a case of a man who has an issue that has destroyed not only his life, but the life of his wife and kids, and least for the short term.

You also seem to be a okay with his lying to her. Do you really believe that, if he simply said " I want a divorce", she wouldn't ask "why"? What would he do? Lie to her again? Make he think the divorce is all her fault?

He has potentially exposed her to STD's, to unbalanced ow who might not be too keen on him going home to her and leaving them behind, to time and attention spent away with ow, to blows to her self esteem because he can't have sex with her, to the potential of one day hearing a knock at the door and when she opens it, there is one of his ow with his baby, and all that is okay, so long as he doesn't have to accept responsibility and face what he has done?

she has every flippin' right to set boundaries in her life. He has just as much right to stay or go, and he is choosing to stay. No one has tied him in a chair or chained him up in the basement to keep him from straying. If he is in a prison, he is in one of his own making, and he's free to walk

away any time he wishes to do so.

She has set terms and conditions for the type of behavior she is willing to accept, and he has chosen to stay, knowing what her needs are right now. If they are not things he can live with, then he needs to man up and walk away.

June 16, 2016

Somebody said OP hasn't hit rock bottom yet because he's still fantasizing about the high-risk sex. Maybe. Only he knows. But I DO agree about the importance of losing everything.

It's the only thing that changed my husband although I now see that he kept just enough self-importance to seed a new outgrowth. Oh, he won't cheat again, but he'll channel his need for attention other ways. It's the lack of self-awareness that's disappointing and the ability to make deep, lasting change. But some is better than none.

I think Joh really wants to change. The question is how much?

June 16, 2016

The OP is getting a lot of flack, deservedly so, for his actions, but I don't think it's pertinent to his discussion to presume to know what kind of sex he can live with in the future or what his chances of succeeding in rehab are. I think it's important to recognize that he has already placed himself in a small minority by coming clean to his wife and beginning the process of making changes and seeking treatment. All he can do is keep moving forward. Let's give his wife the benefit of the doubt that as an intelligent, financially secure woman, she is making choices that are best for herself and her children and she doesn't need a peanut gallery of gapers proclaiming her weak. I imagine she is anything but.

June 16, 2016

But I DO agree about the importance of losing everything.

Difficult for him to come to that conclusion, when apparently his wife does not want a divorce... ever.

June 16, 2016

Difficult for him to come to that conclusion, when apparently his wife does not want a divorce... ever.

This is true.

June 16, 2016

The OP is getting a lot of flack, deservedly so, for his actions, but I don't think it's pertinent to his discussion to presume to know what kind of sex he can live with in the future or what his chances of succeeding in rehab are. I think it's important to recognize that he has already placed himself in a small minority by coming clean to his wife and beginning the process of making changes and seeking treatment. All he can do is keep moving forward. Let's give his wife the benefit of the doubt that as an intelligent, financially secure woman, she is making choices that are best for herself and her children and she doesn't need a peanut gallery of gapers proclaiming her weak. I imagine she is anything but.

We're not talking about a single one night stand or one affair. Sex with several other women is much bigger issue. She seems to be sticking her head in the sand for the sake of keeping up appearances and unfortunately that is cowardly. It's not like she cannot afford to take care of her children.

It may seem noble not to "believe" in divorce but people who think that way are naive. Some situations are just too unacceptable to stay in no matter how much a person may believe in marriage lasting forever. What if the children find out about this horrible situation when they become adults? Consider the loss of respect they may have for their mother when they realize that she stayed despite her husband's blatant lack of respect for his marriage.

June 16, 2016

Hello,

I have no intentions of bashing you because I am also seeing someone of the side. I personally do not think you should tell her about the other women. If she finds out then she just finds out. If you tell her it will crush her. She may also know what you are doing on the side and is "turning a blind eye" to it; however I do recommend safe sex because there is too much at risk. Especially with you having sex with so many women.

I do have a question though. If you have been seeing other women through out your years of marriage why do you want to stop now? Did something happen? Did you have a bad experience?

I am also wondering if you are developing a relationship with the women or is the sex a one time thing?

Yes you could have a sex addiction. If you are interested in seeking help I would suggest that you seek therapy with a therapist that specializes in sex addiction.

I was thinking you could also be polyamorous. According to the Urban Dictionary. Polyamorous is "Being in love with more than one person; having multiple loving relationships with all parties in the know and perfectly happy." Also, people that are polyamorous may have sex with multiple partners with the full awareness of others. In your case though your wife does not know.

June 16, 2016

Hello,

I have no intentions of bashing you because I am also seeing someone of the side. I personally do not think you should tell her about the other women. If she finds out then she just finds out. If you tell her it will crush her. She may also know what you are doing on the side and is "turning a blind eye" to it; however I do recommend safe sex because there is too much at risk. Especially with you having sex with so many women.

I do have a question though. If you have been seeing other women through out your years of marriage why do you want to stop now? Did something happen? Did you have a bad experience?

I am also wondering if you are developing a relationship with the women or is the sex a one time thing?

Yes you could have a sex addiction. If you are interested in seeking help I would suggest that you seek therapy with a therapist that specializes in sex addiction.

I was thinking you could also be polyamorous. According to the Urban Dictionary. Polyamorous is "Being in love with more than one person; having multiple loving relationships with all parties in the know and perfectly happy." Also, people that are polyamorous may have sex with multiple partners with the full awareness of others. In your case though your wife does not know.

There's been a lot of update since his first post.

OP, you have said several things about not wanting to have to prove yourself forever. With even ONE affair it is not usual to have to do that. In your case, that is exactly what you will need to do. You have to commit the rest of your life to proving you are trustworthy. That is just the way it is.

June 16, 2016

What i find sad ...according to OP the Wife is Pregnant with 4th Child !!!!

i can only imagine what this woman is going through , all the stress and bad news she had to endure .... situations like this can even harm an unborn child ... horrible, horrible Story ...

June 16, 2016

We're not talking about a single one night stand or one affair. Sex with several other women is much bigger issue. She seems to be sticking her head in the sand for the sake of keeping up appearances and unfortunately that is cowardly. It's not like she cannot afford to take care of her children.

It may seem noble not to "believe" in divorce but people who think that way are naive. Some situations are just too unacceptable to stay in no matter how much a person may believe in marriage lasting forever. What if the children find out about this horrible situation when they become adults? Consider the loss of respect they may have for their mother when they realize that she stayed despite her husband's blatant lack of respect for his marriage.

Oh for frig's sake.

This woman, who may be pregnant , just found out her husband has been sleeping around behind he back and she;s getting flack because she didn't boot his sorry behind out the minute she heard?

She has more than just herself to think about right now. She may well chnage her mind as tie goes by and she has had time to collect herself ad decide what she wants.

June 16, 2016

Oh for frig's sake.

This woman, who may be pregnant , just found out her husband has been sleeping around behind he back and she;s getting flack because she didn't boot his sorry behind out the minute she heard?

She has more than just herself to think about right now. She may well chnage her mind as tie goes by and she has had time to collect herself ad decide what she wants.

Your tone doesn't have to be terse. We are having a grown woman conversation in an open forum. People will post opinions that you don't agree with.

Tossing out an unrepentant and serial cheater is not selfish when such callous actions can easily destroy a family. Joh is clearly only thinking of himself since he doesn't want to spend his whole life making up for his actions.

I may not have children but I grew up seeing a marriage between two people who should have been divorced. You are mistaken if you don't think that children can feel tension in a household and be adversely affected by it. It looks like you haven't even considered how detrimental huge amounts of stress is to a developing fetus either. Joh's wife may have an STD which could harm her baby as well.

The woman is not only staying for her children. She is choosing to be in this marriage for social status and saving face to her family. Those reasons are about self preservation.

Edited June 16, 2016 by BettyDraper

June 16, 2016

Your tone doesn't have to be terse. We are having a grown woman conversation in an open forum. People will post opinions that you don't agree with.

Tossing out an unrepentant and serial cheater is not selfish when such callous actions can easily destroy a family. Joh is clearly only thinking of himself since he doesn't want to spend his whole life making up for his actions.

I may not have children but I grew up seeing a marriage between two people who should have been divorced. You are mistaken if you don't think that children can feel tension in a household and be adversely affected by it. It looks like you haven't even considered how detrimental huge amounts of stress is to a developing fetus either. Joh's wife may have an STD which could harm her baby as well.

The woman is not only staying for her children. She is choosing to be in this marriage for social status and saving face to her family. Those reasons are about self preservation.

You are making a huge assumption based on the op;s words.

Have you talked to this woman? Asked why she is staying? Do you know or understand the dynamics of what is going on in he rind?

I agree with you that if the rleationship will forever be strained, it's best to end it- and I said as much. If, however, they couple is able to sort their way through it, it may be possible for them to have a good marriage after this.

My issue is that, right now, it's too early to say whether or not they can work things out, and it's way to early to sit in judgment and call her a coward or say she just in self preservation mode ( selfish) for wanting to stay.

It might even be that she sees something in him that makes her think they can move past this.

June 16, 2016

You are making a huge assumption based on the op;s words.
Have you talked to this woman? Asked why she is staying? Do you know or understand the dynamics of what is going on in he rind?

I agree with you that if the rleationship will forever be strained, it's best to end it- and I said as much. If, however, they couple is able to sort their way through it, it may be possible for them to have a good marriage after this.

My issue is that, right now, it's too early to say whether or not they can work things out, and it's way to early to sit in judgment and call her a coward or say she just in self preservation mode ( selfish) for wanting to stay.

It might even be that she sees something in him that makes her think they can move past this.

Nobody who posts on this forum has the benefit of going into the minds of those who are being discussed unless they post here as well.

I thought that was obvious.

The OP knows his wife best and he has shared their conversations since he confessed his infidelity. There is no reason for him to lie about his wife's response to his indiscretions. He doesn't gain anything from being dishonest to LS members. Joh has been specific about his wife's reasons for staying and not all of them are about protecting others. Therefore, I have not made any assumptions.

It seems that you are personalizing this issue because you are a BS. I sympathize with how triggering this thread and my posts must be. Unfortunately, your reactions are irrational because my words are certainly not a personal attack regarding your choice to stay with your husband. Being objective brings clarity when giving advice.

June 16, 2016

This is where the whole reconciliation idea falls down fundamentally.
Sex is important to Joh, I guess sex is important to his wife, but the kind of sex they enjoy is miles apart.
So even if Joh is "clean" years down the road, then he is left with vanilla sex for life, (as he can hardly expect his vanilla wife to change without a great deal of resentment on her part) and as you say for someone who is non-vanilla that will send him crazy. He cannot even get it up for his wife - it is that bad...
I get the need to "punish" the ex, but that, I guess is not the only reason he is into BDSM.

What is he going to do then, a vanilla wife and an unsatisfied penchant for kink? - develop a porn addiction (addicts frequently swap one addiction for another), drugs, alcohol, webcam girls, escorts ... or does he just go back to chatting up that girl in accounts who once mentioned that she likes the odd "slap" during sex...

I think there are a whole load of reasons here why Joh came clean to his wife, not all of them were to do with "curing" his sex addiction.
My guess is that his ex is not the only woman he wants to "punish".
His highly successful, competent, responsible, "perfect" wife comes to mind here...

I have a feeling Joh is just someone who cannot be monogamous.
Society may want him that way, but he is not built that way, he has almost universally cheated, and "forcing" him to be something he is fundamentally not, is a bit like putting a homosexual into residential therapy to stop him being a homosexual...

VERY well-stated. Thank you. Applies to my xMM, too, who I believe is a serial cheater.

June 17, 2016

This is where the whole reconciliation idea falls down fundamentally.
Sex is important to Joh, I guess sex is important to his wife, but the kind of sex they enjoy is miles apart.
So even if Joh is "clean" years down the road, then he is left with vanilla sex for life, (as he can hardly expect his vanilla wife to change without a great deal of resentment on her part) and as you say for someone who is non-vanilla that will send him crazy. He cannot even get it up for his wife - it is that bad...
I get the need to "punish" the ex, but that, I guess is not the only reason he is into BDSM.

What is he going to do then, a vanilla wife and an unsatisfied penchant for kink? - develop a porn addiction (addicts frequently swap one addiction for another), drugs, alcohol, webcam girls, escorts ... or does he just go back to chatting up that girl in accounts who once mentioned that she likes the odd "slap" during sex...

I think there are a whole load of reasons here why Joh came clean to his wife, not all of them were to do with "curing" his sex addiction.
My guess is that his ex is not the only woman he wants to "punish".
His highly successful, competent, responsible, "perfect" wife comes to mind here...

I have a feeling Joh is just someone who cannot be monogamous.
Society may want him that way, but he is not built that way, he has almost universally cheated, and "forcing" him to be something he is fundamentally not, is a bit like putting a homosexual into residential therapy to stop him being a homosexual...

Lots of wisdom in this post. The bottom line is that Joh is not meant to be monogamous based on his track record.

He also only wants to make a certain amount of effort for his marriage.

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