buxboy Posted June 9, 2016 Share Posted June 9, 2016 i was seeing a woman for just over 2 years we had some of the best times of our lives together going out to gigs and festivals and such and towards the end she started pushing me away so in the end id had enough and ended it we did have occasional fights and i would just walk away as i couldnt be bothered with confrontation any how to cutva long story short after about 3 weeks she started to reach out for me ie liking posts on facebook and stuff then she sent me a message saying that she was sorry she never gave me an explanation as to why she was the way she was abd when she was ready she would tell me. any how after abit of back and forth i spoke to her and it turns out that she was clinicaly depressed and has been on prozac for the last 6 years i saw some tablets in her cupboard but presumed they were for something else she said she had tablets for when she told me about this my heartbroke and when i read about depression it became clear so i said i will be there for her and help her through i told her how i felt and asked her if she felt the same but she says she doesnt know how she feels ( meds have just been changed) i have been with her every night since longer than when we were "together" she is talking about things with us in the future but i cant help feeling im being used as a support blanket and then get dropped its doing my head in i dont feel i can ask about us yet because of the meds thing we have a holiday in 4 weeks and im thinkning if nothing happens then ie get back together im thinking of saying good bye but im puzzled as to wether this is a second chance or not i have changed things she didnt like and she is doing the same its a weird one thats for sure Link to post Share on other sites
DreamP Posted June 13, 2016 Share Posted June 13, 2016 She is probably just as confused as you are. Give her time. Just be her friend for now. Link to post Share on other sites
Author buxboy Posted June 17, 2016 Author Share Posted June 17, 2016 yeah i am doing at the moment. im supporting her and we are doing fun things together the meds are slowly kicking in shes a very troubled soul we have a holiday in 2 weeks time that we are both looking forward to its going to be so hard on us both as we have spent so much time together im just taking things slow but its breaking me up inside to see her like this we talk about living together with our children and hold hands and such not sure if its mixed messages as im scared to bring it up as i dont want her to feel pressured as she isnt well and i dont want to be seen as taking advantage because she means so much to me Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts