Punchkick Posted June 28, 2016 Share Posted June 28, 2016 Hey all! I wrote here a while back when my break up first happened 6 months ago and again 3 months ago when she contacted me. Well, here I am now. Don't worry I am not going to say I pleaded on begged her back or attempted to contact her. I am simply here to ask if it is normal that I still think of her, possibly miss her but hate her at the same time? I went through so much pain and emotion when it first happened, But the person I am today is completely different from 6 months to a year ago. In every way. If there was a trophy to handle or "win" the break up I 100% won. I did have a new GF 4 months after the breakup but that only lasted a month. She was great and I enjoyed her company but it didn't have that passionate feeling and I would never really see her. Anyway I am proud of myself and all the positive changes that I have done but again I still think of her even though I told her to basically move on and never contact me and a part of me wonders and wants her to see what I have become in just 6 months. We do not really have mutual friends except for maybe 3 on fb. I erased her and her bestie a long long long time ago. Things have been great all around. The only sad thing that happened was my best bud dog died last week. But good news came after that, I got accepted in the police and well on my way to the hiring process.B ut I haven't met anyone that gives me the same feeling. I still do not want to talk to her at all or see her. But I do want her to see all the success I have done. She is more than likely to get married soon or engaged. She's 40 I'm 28. So it's on her list ASAP.I haven't spied or anything and don't plan to. I guess this feeling is because I haven't met the next one?? Thanks all! Link to post Share on other sites
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