Not sure what to think!

[cheval]

Ok. I've been having some problems with my bf. He seemed to change very quicly, started yelling at me for no reason, seemed to be coming up with excuses.. silly stuff. Anyway the other night I kind of had it and let him know didn't deserve the yelling. We havn't spoken since. Today I got this email. I'm kind of confused on where he is coming from. Any input appreciated.

 

"I'm not very good at finding the words to say. Its amazing for me to hear from you that I have fulfilled your life in so many ways because I always feel so overwhelmingly in your debt. I think maybe that's why I make things so complicated. Also, I realize that everything you say and do is the beautiful person you are and that it is not my place to question or discourage you, but to understand and comfort you. These are the things that you help me realize about myself and become a better person. I would want the same wisdom to reflect on my soul, therefore I need to discover these truths in order to soothe my worried heart and ease my bitter self conscience. thank you for helping me overcome these things. I am truly sorry if my actions did not equal my words and if I caused you grief. But I am sure that I want to work for a happier tomorrow with you and continue to overcome these mortal fears. These are just words Claire I know. There is so much more to this life than meets my eye right now. And I know that you see what it is. The sun was in the trees today and the breeze kicked up the smell of the creek a bit and it made me high. It made me laugh at the trouble that I thought was surrounding me. And I felt you. Connected to nature and its beauty....this is how you make me feel when I am outside of my mortal fears. You make me realize the importance of this short life. You will always be a part of me. "

[Horse]

Hey. You're a French horse!

 

Unless he normally talks/writes like this it sounds like he is trying to be romantic and convince you to come back to him. Most of it comes across like jibberish though.

 

Is he really stressed out or abusing drugs?

 

If it was in English it would probably say.

 

I love you.

I appreciate you.

I'm sorry I flipped out.

I want the opportunity to make it up to you.

I hope we can move on from this.

I will always care about you.

 

I have a friend who writes like that, only in spanish, it usually takes 15 minutes for me to figure out what he is getting at. My Spanish is getting better though.

[cheval]

Yep, French horse. As you can tell a horse lover over here.

 

Anyway, thank you for the input/translation. He does have a tendency to write in that style but this one really through me for a loop. I do have my suspicions about drug abuse, I suppose time will tell.