CJDJ6963 Posted October 9, 2016 Share Posted October 9, 2016 (edited) I'm not sure if this is the right place to start this thread so I chose coping because it's technically the way I'm coping with a break up. Last night I went out in town and got blackout drunk. I was also out on Friday night and controlled myself surprisingly well, I had a great night. Last night was shaping up to be similar but I kept getting drinks bought for me and about 3 tequila shots later, I stopped remembering things. My friend that was with me said I was having a great time until I left the bar by myself. I went outside, spewed and cried about the baby me and my ex girlfriend aborted. I don't know why but I have strange feelings about the baby because I wasn't allowed to go to the abortion and it broke my heart. My friend and I went out for some food tonight and he told me I kissed two girls. Me and my ex still haven't sorted things. On Friday she texted me saying how much she loves and misses me. She has asked every time if I've kissed anyone while out and I always say no because I know it would hurt her. She asked me this morning about it and I genuinely can't remember kissing two girls last night so I said no to her. She wants to meet up tomorrow to talk about things.. i don't really know what about because she dumped me and I'm the one who was begging for a second chance basically. Should I tell her? I'm kind of in the mindset of well I'm single and it's none of her business. I even offered to give us a "break" and time apart to see if she wanted to give it another chance but she said no and said she didn't want me to wait for her. Edited October 9, 2016 by CJDJ6963 Link to post Share on other sites
BluesPower Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 First off, blackout drunk is never good. I don't know how old you are, but that is not something you need to do, ever. Second, man never ever beg a woman for anything. It makes you look week and it never gets them back. Third, and why would you want her back? She dumped you, OK, so let her go and go find a new one. There are tons of woman out there. I say move on... Link to post Share on other sites
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