Coping

[Lizabigs]

When someone says to you, "you are this in my eyes" then that is one thing. When someone says to you "you are this in our eyes" then that's a problem. We can make mistakes and fault relationships accidently. In my case, I had a lot of people say "our and ours" towards a perception of me. Then gaslighted me and told me that I am this. It disgusted me that so many respectable people were doing this. I asked. Why him, why her and why all of them. I began to question myself and fell more ill as a result of the suffering. After all, what garbage of a person would be left alone by many and who would be so disgusted that they just didn't want to say anything. It occurred to be there was a group of men controlling the circle I was in and it took a long time to realize, they are wrong! The truth is everyone should have saw this. "if you don't like me, leave me be" so in the end, on my death bed. I will fight. I hope you all do to!