Married to man but can't stop thinking about my first love (a female) from school

[Lostlady38]

Yea a counsellor could help I suppose but at the moment I want to try and get through it myself. And with a little support from places like this. I am a week and a half in into no contact with this girl and am struggling..it feels good to have some space but I feel like those feelings aren't going anywhere...I feel much closer to my husband since I cut contact with her though which is such a good feeling and I do love him so much. (A very deep love that comes with marriage) but I can't stop thinking about this other woman whenever I'm on my own or not distracted. Is it possible to love two people? Is it possible to get over someone you truly love? I feel like I truly love both of them. I feel like I'm going mad. Never saw this coming when I married my husband.

More advice needed.