TheLoveBelow92 Posted April 9, 2017 Share Posted April 9, 2017 Hi all, me and my ex broke up in July 2015, I know 2015 right? but anyway after that whole bad break-up and things that followed not much has changed emotionally anyway, have a look at a few of my threads or post if you have time to have a glance, Day to day from the day she left I played the whole pity card or so she said ended up without a job moving out of our apartment and on my parents couch with out a pot to P**s in, so got a job that November moved back out January and got the job im currently in last April, Physically I went from being overweight almost 90kgs 28% body fat im 5 10, down to 60 kgs real fast with out a muscle on me to now which im around 75kgs and floating around 11%. So to everyone else im a real transformation and people say im better now than i ever was. But emotionally Im not, Every morning I wake up at 6am to go to work and shes on my mind in an instant, all through breakfast,Lunch and Dinner until i go to sleep that night and most like she will in my dreams/nightmares there too, When I go past where she works, see her car, or our old apartment or anything I can trace or link back to her Subconsciously or even drunk with friends and she is brought up my emotions run away with them selves and realize im not much better than I was at the start, im just so used to feeling this its not as harsh on me, I know im not because if she ever messaged me or and mentioned anything about getting back together id fall all over myself, I used to post these things hoping people would tell me what I want to hear like you should message her and that she wants you back etc etc, but I know thats not how life works but it feels like a burden I will always carry and I know im not the only one feeling this way? Thanks for reading 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Telemachus Posted April 12, 2017 Share Posted April 12, 2017 "Today you are you, that is truer than true; there is no one alive who is youer than you." (Dr. Seuss) I get that your posting as a 'this is how I am' statement. If you aren't stalking her, and you don't indicate that you are, it's just how you are. Whatever your other thoughts about her, include wishing her well in her life apart from you, and hoping that she wishes you well also. The vast majority of relationships have an ending. Whether you think about her often or seldom, it matters not, as long as you face your responsibilities and commitments in life. It seems from your posting that you're doing that. Be well. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
FastHands Posted April 17, 2017 Share Posted April 17, 2017 My first relationship after the break up was tough. I literally saw her where I use to see her- it was haunting. I also went to places I was with her like I was looking for her? After I got over it, I ask myself what was I thinking? 3 Link to post Share on other sites
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