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Hello all.. I haven't been on this site in what? 4 yrs now.. Last time I was here, I had been tossed to the side of the road. The person I was so crazy about took off. I had a very long time to reflect on my failures, but I also understand it wasn't all my fault, it takes two to tango right? Anyway, along my 4 yr journey I still missed this person, a part of me refused to move on. I remember a conversation I had at a work site one day, explaining my situation and it never dawned on me how crappy I was treated. When I finished sharing my story with this guy, he looked at me and said, "you loved this person"? I was like, wow,, I never looked at it that way. It is amazing how we can be lost in a fog of our relationships and fail to see the wrong that is there.. Well, update update.. I found out, thanks to public records, the ex got remarried.. not sure how long now but that doesn't matter. remember the part where I said there was a part of me that refused to move on. Well, I got exactly what I needed, closure. I tell you what, I feel fantastic. I feel that I had this cord tied to me all these last few years and it was finally severed. I have been in euphoria since last night. Took about an hour for it to soak in but then a sense of freedom. At the end of the day all I could think was well that was rude, I didn't even get an invite.. Anyway folks, I know what you all are going thru. I promise that life does go on and if I can help any body with a little inspiration I hope this does give a bit of hope. God bless all of you going thru your losses. Hold your heads up, keep trudging along cause the sun is coming..

 

 

Scott

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