I was the OW my sister's ex fiance cheated with and continue living with the guilt

[JennieF91]

I have a secret that I'll share here. This has been my guilt for about 4 years now but if my sister knew, things for sure will never be the same. I can't deal with seeing her hurt again.

 

My sister's then fiance broke the engagement, claiming he wasn't ready to get married yet and other excuses. The main reason was because he cheated and felt guilty the next day so he broke up within a week. She never found out till this day and the person he cheated on was with me. It was a drunken night where both of us regretted it the next day and promised never to spill the beans ever. I also made him agree to break up soon and walk away from our lives, which he did.

 

My sister as well as everyone else were devastated at the time and never figured out why he would all of the sudden not want marriage anymore. My mother, a couple friend and I (unaware of what I had done too) comforted her as best as we could.

[JennieF91]

Present day:

He's dating another girl and my sister is currenly dating someone else too. She seems fully recovered by now. Should this remain hidden? This is something I don't ever see myself doing again. I know, this was horrible and I must be one of the worst sisters ever. Even though you might think I don't care about her, even after what I did, yes I do love my sister and I've been living with the guilt since.

[Springsummer]

I think this should be hidden. because nothing good will come out from revealing it.

 

if I were the sister, it will be better living with a mystery than a betrayed sister/

[JennieF91]

Thank you Springsummer. This is my guilt I'll keep forever. I can't tell anyone at all except maybe a counselor I guess.