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Anniversary of the first day I met the ex today...


strangelove

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Well here it is back in 2003, a few days after the famous blackout that hit our city Sat august 16th mid afternoon I met a voluptous bubbly jewish girl in the Value village down the street, and she didnt leave my side for the next few days.

 

However now we are broken up. I didnt expect to even hear from her again. Then I did, and now im in the siuation again that I dont expect to hear from her again. One of things she asked me was did I even know when we met, I went so far as to figure out and write down in case we did ever speak again.

 

Ive been doing my best to move on. Dating etc.. doesnt do much good. I keep thinking of her, having dreams about her etc.. and its a year later.

 

Therapy perhaps? Packing up and moving away? Checking out from the human race?

 

or.. trying to appeal to her in some way to get her to talk to me again? I almost had her there by writing a romantic email but somethng made me afraid to pick up the phone when she called like 6 ..7 times or contacted me on msn messenger I dont I was full of fear.. full of anxiety.. perhaps I should tell her this...

 

Dont I deserve a happy ending too? :-(

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Memorable dates of any kind are some of the toughest to get through but like everything else time will heal those feelings and eventually they won't come into your mind so often.

 

Since my break up i've had the date we first met followed by the ex's birthday which was really tough but I got through by keeping myself occupied which is what you need to do.

 

How long were you guys together and how long have you been apart ? It can take a long time to get over. I'm 7 months down the road now but I still think of her now and then.

 

Don't contact her - you will feel worse.

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forget the dates. Numbers mean nothing. If you continue to reminense about the past, you will only hurt yourself more

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