Second date Jitters! Third date about to come.

[Archibald Salisbury]

Hello my favorite community ever!

Here I am back again, posting a new thread about my confused life, always trying to stay true to my self on my lone wolf journey.

This is a sequel to my last thread, but you really dont have to read it to be able to understand and reply to this one. Well if youre curious about my story then you can check my last thread named "sense of inferiority.... something haha

Well I did get a second date!

Thing was I texted her after the first date to get to meet her on the next weekend but she was not in town. Then I asked her again and she said she was going to be away and busy again. I thought she was just not into the idea of meeting me again but then she told me to please find another time for her. She really wanted to meet me and she is the kind of person who wants to find time for everything in her life. And she does which makes me like her alot! SO I made a plan and she agreed. We met, she was stunning as always and our nice date begun.

The night before my best friend threw a crazy party for his bday and I was there till 9 in the morning. I slept for 5 hours and left to meet her. Grooming, style and hygene on point as always!

At first we went to this nice cozy cafe where we chilled while outside was raining. We talked and talked and talked with no end over tons of coffee and tea. It was really nice and we got to know each other better. Then we went to the planetarium where I had booked the tickets. She absolutely loved it. Then we had dinner. She insisted that she pay and I thought that was really nice indeed. It all went so well! We had so much fun and talked about us, about love and relationships, about our families, about our future plans ect ect. It seems that between us can be something beautiful and true. Then she asked about my age and for the first time we talked about the fact that I am five years younger. I asked if it bothered her and she said absolutely not.

Then the caffeine wore off me and the exhaustion hit me like a brick. I was half hangover and tired to the bone. I am talkative and she as well but at the end I was just listening. I was so tired I couldnt talk anymore. Well it didnt do any harm because she talked the rest for both of us. That day I saw the first date barrier break between us somehow. We were closer, more physical, she was laughing at all my jokes, even the weakest ones. She would do that playful elbow nug thing girls do that is so damn cute haha...

Well at the end I couldnt, I just wanted sleep and it was getting a bit late, she also had to study. We said goodbye and promised to meet again! When I went home I texted her that I had so much fun and that it was the best sunday ever.

Now Im just a bit insecure. Did I do good? I was trying not to rush things, I just thought it was too soon to tell her how I feel! Did i do wrong? I think that the first two dates are interviews and it the third one thats final. I hope she doesent think Im not interested or smth. Well, now there is a dilemma. When I get to meet her again, should I go for a kiss, or should I just tell her sincerely that I see her like more than just a friend. Or should I just go with the flow and trust the universe. Well, its gonna be something. Third date, I have to make my intentions clear.

 

Thank you for reading and enduring my writing, its late and I am really tired. Later I will correct it as good as I can, but for now sorry, this is raw material .