Mr.Me Posted January 13, 2018 Share Posted January 13, 2018 I don't want anything important. I'm just felt like putting down some words that today is a emotionally taxing day. I have depressive episodes and today is one of those days I feel so very unwanted, very unneeded, very uncared for. Simply put, I don't feel like any one cares about me or what happens to me and I don't matter much. . My feelings tell me I should just give up, move on, who cares?, you'll never get what you want, be want you what, or be important or have some great significance. My logic mind tells me this may not be true. My logic mind says I'm the only one who can change it. My logic mind tell me if you want to change, get off your ass and make something happen. Call someone, go out, do something, join something, be something. Ugh....The struggle within might just do me in today. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
igotoverit Posted January 13, 2018 Share Posted January 13, 2018 I don't want anything important. I'm just felt like putting down some words that today is a emotionally taxing day. I have depressive episodes and today is one of those days I feel so very unwanted, very unneeded, very uncared for. Simply put, I don't feel like any one cares about me or what happens to me and I don't matter much. . My feelings tell me I should just give up, move on, who cares?, you'll never get what you want, be want you what, or be important or have some great significance. My logic mind tells me this may not be true. My logic mind says I'm the only one who can change it. My logic mind tell me if you want to change, get off your ass and make something happen. Call someone, go out, do something, join something, be something. Ugh....The struggle within might just do me in today. So give yourself a day. It will be painful but we are here for you. Link to post Share on other sites
1fish2fish Posted January 13, 2018 Share Posted January 13, 2018 Ride it out. These feeling will pass, and you know they will, because they have before. Embrace the suck, and do some self-care - even if it means hiding under the covers for the entire day. I have. It. Will. Pass. They are just emotions. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Beachead Posted January 13, 2018 Share Posted January 13, 2018 (edited) I don't want anything important. I'm just felt like putting down some words that today is a emotionally taxing day. I have depressive episodes and today is one of those days I feel so very unwanted, very unneeded, very uncared for. Simply put, I don't feel like any one cares about me or what happens to me and I don't matter much. . My feelings tell me I should just give up, move on, who cares?, you'll never get what you want, be want you what, or be important or have some great significance. My logic mind tells me this may not be true. My logic mind says I'm the only one who can change it. My logic mind tell me if you want to change, get off your ass and make something happen. Call someone, go out, do something, join something, be something. Ugh....The struggle within might just do me in today. Sounds like me man. Emotional combat everyday. But they are passing thoughts. Ride it out and tomorrow will be a brand new day. Make it what you want. Edited January 13, 2018 by Beachead 1 Link to post Share on other sites
hurtsbadjusthurts Posted January 13, 2018 Share Posted January 13, 2018 First off be kind to yourself. Treat yourself in the best possible way you can. You need to be there for yourself. My ex left me recently. I never saw it coming. Which is why i'm so hurt. I thought we'd be together forever. I miss her terribly. I've felt so low the past few days, its been a prison. I've never been this sad in my life. Didn't really know i could feel this hurt and be this low. Being a man we never really acknowledge our feeling, we just get on with it and ignore them. I cant with this situation. Its been to painful, feel broken really and am not "okay" Just have to accept it. Today been awful, terrible. But the cloud started to lift a few hours ago. Starting to feel like i'll be ok. No matter how awful this whole process has been, No matter how low i've been, No matter how much i wanted the pain to stop and just feel normal.. I wouldn't say it been a bad experience. Its made me stronger. Much stronger. I suppose going forward i can have more trust in myself, I can hang in there during tough times So It does pass and it gets easier. It WILL for You Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mr.Me Posted January 14, 2018 Author Share Posted January 14, 2018 Update: I made it haha! I can say it would have been nice to have someone call, text, email or something. Not today I guess. I haven't actually even seen another human being since yesterday. Not a neighbor. TV doesn't count either. We'll see what tomorrow brings. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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