CrazyKatLady Posted July 16, 2018 Share Posted July 16, 2018 Moved out of my son's dad's house late last week, been at a women's shelter...starting counseling for a lot of things...mostly I just don't want to be in this place in my life again...getting rid of all the negative and hopefully I can achieve personal success and keep it this time around. It's sad that I have to hide out in a shelter in order to succeed but I just let the same type of losers in my life again and again-the one's who never give a crap about what I want or need...I am still working with my son's dad but I hate fighting and we don't anymore now that I have moved out of his house. I had a dream about the last guy in kingsville I saw on Friday evenings two nights ago, which disturbed me a bit...I refuse to care that he said he loved me the day I was moving because it just seems cruel of him to say that at the last minute and say nothing else afterwards to me. He wouldn't even loan me a buck one time even though I did a lot for him when he asked me. I'm glad I am in counseling now. I deserve better than the men that want to hang out and use me. I pray that my life goes forward and radiates the kind of beauty I have on the inside from this point on and that I continue to detach from the users and ugly spirited people in this world. Thanks for listening. I'm pretty hard on myself but it's because I know how much I am capable of. I start real estate classes on Monday coming up...maybe I will never know homelessness again...thats the direction I am going with it, anyways...hope all is well for everyone else here. God bless. Link to post Share on other sites
Romantic_Antics Posted July 17, 2018 Share Posted July 17, 2018 (edited) It's time to focus on yourself for awhile; get your affairs in order, get yourself out of homelessness, and commit to some serious introspection to determine why it is that you continue to allow these kinds of men into your life as well as what you can do to break the pattern. Remember that the common denominator here is you and that there is unparalleled and liberating power in taking personal accountability for your circumstances. Stay focused on building a brighter future for yourself and use your present circumstances as well as past regrets as the foundation for it. "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11 Good luck and may God bless you as well. Edited July 18, 2018 by Romantic_Antics Link to post Share on other sites
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