Lilly25 Posted October 12, 2018 Share Posted October 12, 2018 Hello all. I have some points to spill out of my deep feelings in my heart to share and maybe I’m not alone in my thinking, so I want to make myself a bit vulnerable and explain. I’m a 30 year old married female. I love my husband and we are very happy. My whole life I’ve never really had close friends. I’m pretty content spending a day with myself for down time and have sort of a introverted personality. I am slightly obsessive and I have an anxiety disorder. In therapy we discussed me having more friends, but I’m a deep person. I’m also bisexual and have trouble with separating my intense feelings for people. My husband and I are intact monogamous but we have both discussed polyamory. I just truly feel like I could have a best friend that I’m super intimate with in addition to my marriage. Not just a FWB type of thing but someone I could over all care for. I haven’t gotten that close to anyone yet and I’m time and time again disappointed in the way other people treat me and behave. I feel like if I could clone myself and meet someone with a giving heart at the brink of explosion like the way mine feels, it would be perfect. That’s all. Link to post Share on other sites
preraph Posted October 14, 2018 Share Posted October 14, 2018 I think it would be better for your marriage if you got a friend who wasn't interested in being intimate with you. To me, you just sound lonely. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Lilly25 Posted October 18, 2018 Author Share Posted October 18, 2018 No I don’t think you understand Or know enough abou me to assume that’s it. Sorry. Link to post Share on other sites
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