LivingWaterPlease Posted August 7, 2019 Share Posted August 7, 2019 (edited) Ok, how do I undo the ladies anxious situation, I cannot go and apologize, it would exacerbate the situation would it not. I am now sure this whole thing has totally been misunderstood, please read my post. From what you've written I'm pretty certain she's okay. If she were in a state of anxiety over this she wouldn't have been able to come out to the parking lot to give you the cd back. Trust me on this because I've been stalked (meaning I had to take the stalkers to court) several different times in my life so I know that at this point if she is mentally stable (which as a nurse she must be) nothing you've done should cause her anxiety. Nurses have patients who get crushes on them and are trained in how to deal with it. What you have done I don't consider to be creepy or stalking. IME, it's just part of life. Now, if you were to continue trying to contact her that would be both disrespectful and creepy. You seem to me to be a very sensitive and kind person, though possibly a little naive, and I wouldn't want to see you get into any kind of problems over this, which will happen if you continue to go to see her or contact her. So forget about trying to make things right with her. The best way you can help her out is to cease all contact with her and don't go to see her at all anymore. You'll find someone else wonderful in time. Right now concentrate on your divorce and taking some time off to heal from all you've been through in your marriage. You aren't ready to be in a relationship at this time. Edited August 7, 2019 by LivingWaterPlease 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author traditional Posted August 23, 2019 Author Share Posted August 23, 2019 I did not plan to come back on this platform again, but I felt to share. My mother passed on from complications of diabetes foot and because she refused to have it amputated. Whiles we were planning her funeral, my sister who is one of twins also passed on. I went through a tumble emotionally and in every other way. I am now sure why this nurse made her appearance in my life, I however still doubt parts of what I think I believe so to avoid speculation and misunderstanding, its best I keep that part to myself. I had very deep revelations from above and my only option was to surrender totally to God, and to his will, not out of fear or depression but because I believe, before my mom went, she pleaded with God for my salvation and therefore my freedom from fear and bondage. I now understand love, I know I love the nurse but I do not need her in my life, I pray for her that God give her the same freedom that he gave me in mercy. Only God and a mother can give unconditional love, It is my intent to project that to the world. For everyone who suffers because of heartbreak, depression or pain and emotional turmoil, there is a way and it is in God, you do not need to be strong or visit experts and pay, the answer is within if you surrender to his will, because although I am not yet well versed with scripture, he knew us well before we entered our mother, but gave us free will to choose our plan or his. Call his name and ask for wisdom and inner peace that only he can give. Please, this is not about religion or denomination, I am not in need to convince anyone of any believe system, you may be an atheist or what ever conviction, but receive freedom from fear, fear of death and guilt, call on the eternal CEO who has been running this outfit called earth for a few thousand years. I would be glad to share my entire revelation at request. Thank you again for support. Link to post Share on other sites
CautiouslyOptimistic Posted August 23, 2019 Share Posted August 23, 2019 I'm so sorry for the loss of your mom and sister. That's really sad . I share your beliefs about God and I'm glad you're finding solace there. Link to post Share on other sites
schlumpy Posted August 23, 2019 Share Posted August 23, 2019 Your sorrow is mine at your loss. It is a very fine thing that you are not disregarding the gift your mother's prayer to God has provided. Learn scripture and live the word. Link to post Share on other sites
Author traditional Posted August 27, 2019 Author Share Posted August 27, 2019 Thank you for caring-Schlumpy, I am so glad that God loves every single human being and will give everyone a chance to come to redemption and return to Eden (a state of peaceful and tranquil existence in his presence, just like it was before Adam and Eve were evicted). I really want to share my revelation, but I do not want to put it as a post. This information is meant to free the human soul-bring them back to God and the initial state. However for some it will be like gibberish, it will be like trying to teach a first grader about Fibernachi codes, or Geometry or Alchemy. I myself in the search for something that I didn't know what it was did read up all these information but it was like -well senseless. I got help from somewhere and all the information-the Bible (including old testament-Genesis specifically), Quran, The Great Arcanum. Hermetics 7 laws, just fell into place. The truth is there in your face, and inside you, yet everyone is searching. You need not worry about anything because God has made provision already for you for everything you will ever need even before your parents were born. Even love, believe me, there is a person for everyone. But like I said one needs prayer for revelation. Link to post Share on other sites
preraph Posted August 31, 2019 Share Posted August 31, 2019 I think this would be a great time to get a therapist to help you through this grief. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
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