rainy daze Posted July 4, 2019 Share Posted July 4, 2019 Just wanted to get this off my chest. My ex fiancd cheated on me and moved in with her 3 days after I broke up with him. ( in feb) I heard they’re having trouble and she asked him to move out. I’m moving on but this has been one of the most painful experiences of my life and I’m still in love with him. I know intuitively that he’ll be coming back and I’ve been terrified I’ll take him back and this pain and cheating and lying will start over again and I’ll be back at square one. We don’t have any contact and I deleted his number after he tried to cheat on her with me and I turned him down. Last night I got really drunk and told him I forgave him, wished him the best and told him Im happy, that I got back with my ex and I’m pregnant lol Which is all lies haha He’ll never find out it’s lies because we live in different countries and I don’t have social media. I kinda did it to protect myself- to keep him away from me now that his relationship is ending. I know this is a psycho thing to do and I feel like a creep. I just needed to do something because I don’t trust myself not to take him back- so I needed to strike first to stop him from even trying. I just needed to get this off my chest because I’m embarrassed that I did this Link to post Share on other sites
divegrl Posted July 4, 2019 Share Posted July 4, 2019 How did you tell him that you forgave him if you deleted his number? You are in a really painful place right now. Please delete and block your ex from every form of communication. That way you won’t know if he tries to communicate with you. You will have the urge to communicate with him again. You need to be able to catch yourself when this impulse comes up. Get a friend your accountable to. Write your emotions in a journal. Give your phone to a family member for a while. Please give yourself some love and compassion. Have a beautiful day my friend. Link to post Share on other sites
Author rainy daze Posted July 4, 2019 Author Share Posted July 4, 2019 How did you tell him that you forgave him if you deleted his number? You are in a really painful place right now. Please delete and block your ex from every form of communication. That way you won’t know if he tries to communicate with you. You will have the urge to communicate with him again. You need to be able to catch yourself when this impulse comes up. Get a friend your accountable to. Write your emotions in a journal. Give your phone to a family member for a while. Please give yourself some love and compassion. Have a beautiful day my friend. I emailed him lol He is blocked on my phone and I’ll block email too. Thanks for the sweet words 1 Link to post Share on other sites
divegrl Posted July 4, 2019 Share Posted July 4, 2019 Yes! Delete and block him there too! This guy is a train wreck and you deserve so much better my friend!! Hugs!!! Link to post Share on other sites
SerendipityLove Posted July 5, 2019 Share Posted July 5, 2019 I agree with everyone here. Delete him on everything and move on with your life my dear. Link to post Share on other sites
preraph Posted July 5, 2019 Share Posted July 5, 2019 Oh, you being married and pregnant won't stop a guy from wanting to sleep with you. Just keep him blocked and since you can't trust yourself, get rid of everything where you could contact him too. Sorry this has been such an ordeal. Link to post Share on other sites
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