I have a big, ridiculous crush on my female OB/Gyn. !

[AwkwardCrush]

I identify a a heterosexual woman. I’m very happily married to a man and we have an awesome partnership. The only relationships I have ever been in have been with men. I have never been attracted to another female before. Acknowledged that another female was beautiful and cool? Sure. But never had any sexual feelings toward a woman. Yet I cannot stop thinking about/feeling attracted to my female OB/GYN.

 

It’s seriously like a switch flipped during this past year when I was under her care while I was pregnant. She’s gorgeous. She’s funny. We have similar interests and hobbies. She’s got killer legs. She’s an excellent physician. If I didn’t feel this inexplicable sexual attraction to her, I’d think I just really wanted to be her friend.

 

I’m sure this is some weird, Freudian-esque/transference thing that I should unpack in a nice, long therapy session, but it’s seriously making me a little crazy. I have sex dreams about her. I think about her daily. I had an appointment with her a couple of weeks ago and I was damn near giddy (to go to the GYNECOLOGIST. Wtf.) to be in the same room with her. Clearly I would never, ever act on this or even say it out loud (except on here), but I had to vent somewhere.

 

Do I find a new doctor? How do I get over this idiotic crush?

Edited November 1, 2019 by AwkwardCrush
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[preraph]

Oh, you poor thing. How confusing. I do believe I would find a new doctor and not say a thing to her about it. I mean, it could be embarrassing during the exam if you are aroused, so I think I would change doctors.