Author wtm78 Posted December 16, 2019 Author Share Posted December 16, 2019 This MIL calling saga is stirring up a lot of buried emotions.. Recently I am faced with the demons from within again... The pain, the drama is replying itself inside my head. I tried to distract myself by keeping busy. But once my guard is down like when I am sick (caught a cold lately) or when I am asleep. The emotions seem to be replaying.. I have dreams about the same emotional drama every night.. I began to realise that deep down, I have a lot of resentment, a lot of unforgiveness. Deep down I wanted justice.. But in my head, I know I am not going to get... But my emotions is dying to see justice... I know it is insane... I am struggling too... 😞 Link to post Share on other sites
Author wtm78 Posted December 26, 2019 Author Share Posted December 26, 2019 I have texted wife, she is now keen for divorce. It's going to happen. It's heavy.. I am sad.. I guess it's just like that lor... Link to post Share on other sites
Author wtm78 Posted December 26, 2019 Author Share Posted December 26, 2019 I am not coping well.. I have been screaming into the pillow the last 6 months... I can't sleep, binge eating, drinking. Even pick up smoking. Link to post Share on other sites
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