Author andytuotuo Posted January 18, 2020 Author Share Posted January 18, 2020 3 hours ago, Beachead said: @andytuotuo Thanks man. I teach music on the side actually haha. But going back to you. Yea, because she knows you're insincere..even if you don't mean to be. There are a lot of exes out there that lead on the person they dumped by continuing to stay in touch after the breakup under the false pretence of a friendship..and those people who were dumped, don't get passed the breakup. Things get complicated fast and it can be several months to a few years of a mess. Your ex, saved you that kind of bs. She knows she broke your heart and that people don't get passed such pain so quickly. She knows you didn't want the breakup. She knows your attempt to stay in touch isn't about being friendly..but about still having feelings and the difficulty of letting go. She knows you are still operating from a place of mental weakness of "needing" her because of how fresh it all is. She knows you still carry hope and expectation because you still have feelings. So that puts pressure on her to have to conform to your hopes and expectations which she knows she won't be able to..and will only leave you hurt, frustrated and angry. She doesn't want to hurt you by entertaining any of that bs. She saw it for what it was and she held strong to her decision. Better now, than later. Hello Beach, Ha teaching is awesome! I understand what you are saying. We tried to be friends right after, but I’m a very emotional attached person and asking me to put all my love feelings away is nearly impossible. I admit that I had too much drama that pushed us further and further apart, what can do? Not everyone has an time capsule. it is so hard. Here I am awake at 5am with an anxiety/panic attack type of urge. This happens every night. I woke up and miss her so so much. Miss even little details about her, miss her face. I miss her. How good it will feel to hear her voice again. How good it will feel to hold her tight one more time. I will try to sleep a little bit more. Life creates these f***ing heartless challenges and its just f***ing stupid Link to post Share on other sites
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