Patty Posted June 10, 2001 Share Posted June 10, 2001 Thought I was in love when I met my friend and was so excited back in December.Now theres not anything to look forward to I guess unless if he write me a letter sometime.I miss him so much.My heart is aching worse then a physical pain. I emailed him a short note saying I missed him this week but he didnt respond.Then had a nice dream this weak that he sent me something in the mail but the envelope came ripped open and the envelope had his name written on it with purple letters.A dream like that seemed so real. I told my mother to get me to councelling cause Im having a rough time with this depression.I cry most of the day and just stare out the window and think about him or look at his picture.I never felt this depressed before.I hope to feel better soon.I must be in love more then he is with me.All I can say is I thought that dream was real and when I woke up,it was like a shock,I was like wow.thought I really got a letter. the dream got me down even more Link to post Share on other sites
Tony T Posted June 10, 2001 Share Posted June 10, 2001 Yes, reality can be difficult sometimes. What you're going through is something we all experience in life at one time or another. It's not easy but relationships sometimes just don't work. The best thing you can do is accept what has happened and move forward with your life. Keep busy and do nice things for yourself. Stop thinking about this guy. He is no longer a part of your world. Go through the healing process and look forward to meeting someone in the future who will be right for you. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Patty Posted June 10, 2001 Author Share Posted June 10, 2001 Yes, reality can be difficult sometimes. What you're going through is something we all experience in life at one time or another. It's not easy but relationships sometimes just don't work. The best thing you can do is accept what has happened and move forward with your life. Keep busy and do nice things for yourself. Stop thinking about this guy. He is no longer a part of your world. Go through the healing process and look forward to meeting someone in the future who will be right for you. Here are 2 letters he wrote just before he left college that day,that I saved. .What you were saying is right I have to keep busy. being in love hurts, It wont be easy. I try every day to keep my mind focused on different things and I have my moments my mind drifts and I think of him.The letter sounds like he would miss me.I appologize for repeating myself alot but this isnt easy.Here is his email I copy and pasted. dear natts, first of all i am very sorry for not having replied for a long time.I was very busy and moreover the computer center was closed. natts, i am leaving BITS today.so please no longer send mails to @bits-pilani.ac.in. please use @yahoo.com for all further mails.Natts, i do not know whether i will be able to send mails regularly or not.I will surely check mails once a week.i will tell you the details later. natts, keep in touch.u r very sweet pal.always keep smiling yours santy this one was right after that one May 9,2001 dear natts, i am leving pilani tonite.i will mail you in a week or so.please use @ yahoo.com for further mails.i promise u to check mails at lest once a week. please keep smiling:) i will miss u alot i will try to send a letter to ur po box soon. yours santy I never did get anything in a week. hopefully soon Link to post Share on other sites
Tony T Posted June 10, 2001 Share Posted June 10, 2001 Do your best to forget this guy. Link to post Share on other sites
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