Author Boxerhd Posted April 8, 2020 Author Share Posted April 8, 2020 Both I guess. She was just saying “we could take your motorcycle here and take some pictures.” Nothing more nothing less Link to post Share on other sites
preraph Posted April 8, 2020 Share Posted April 8, 2020 Why would she still want to do that if you are broken up, I wonder. Where is "here"? Is it somewhere she wants to go? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Boxerhd Posted April 8, 2020 Author Share Posted April 8, 2020 (edited) This was the last message she sent before blocking me right after. “I’m mad, hurt, confused. Thankful for having had you in my life. If you get bored and want to do the shoot I’d love to, and I’m always there for you.” the place was just a place where she had some modeling shots taken. She was showing me some one day. I haven’t heard a peep since. She probably said that to leave a window cracked. Or she said it in the moment and thought never mind and blocked me. the only form of contact she’s going to get from me is a body thermometer I ordered for her weeks and weeks ago. She didn’t have one. Edited April 8, 2020 by Boxerhd Link to post Share on other sites
preraph Posted April 8, 2020 Share Posted April 8, 2020 So I'm thinking she wanted you to do some free modeling shots for her, maybe. Sounds about right. Maybe she needs to update her portfolio. Or if she's no longer able to work in that field, maybe she just likes to tell her friends, I just did a modeling shoot. She doesn't sound very nice, no one you should keep pining after. You just need to block her back and move on, sorry to say. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Boxerhd Posted April 8, 2020 Author Share Posted April 8, 2020 (edited) No she still models here and there. And I’m not a photographer. It was literally just a fun date idea in passing. She’s only seen my bike once in the dark and I’m not the only guy with a motorcycle. I think it was a way to keep it on good terms. Im still confused about what the hell just happened. Just like the other times she went hot to cold. Edited April 8, 2020 by Boxerhd Link to post Share on other sites
Author Boxerhd Posted April 8, 2020 Author Share Posted April 8, 2020 The thing that puts my mind at ease, ironically, is that she would be “with me” if this other guy wasn’t in the picture. That’s not ok. Link to post Share on other sites
Mrin Posted April 9, 2020 Share Posted April 9, 2020 Life is too short to date this sort of drama. Move along and be better for it. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Boxerhd Posted April 11, 2020 Author Share Posted April 11, 2020 I’ve been reading up a lot about BPD. I’m not a professional and I can’t directly diagnose a person. I do see word for word how her behavior aligned with most of the things I read. I hate it. I know it’s all an illusion and I also know that I can’t help change her or make her see how incredible she is. I say that because I sincerely believe I saw the good side of her. The side that doesn’t care what people think. I know most of us here would say give it up it’s a nightmare, and I am trying and indeed it was. It just sucks that I’m totally helpless here. I can’t tell her she should consider getting checked out because it’s not right whether she is or isn’t my friend. I can’t be there for her because any attempt I make looks like I’m a creep that just wants to sleep with her. There is literally nothing I can do. I want to and that’s why that’s the hardest part. Link to post Share on other sites
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