I live with my parents and they don't want me to work until the corona virus is over.

[ironpony]

Well I think the reason why I have been very pessimistic of death lately, is because my best friend of many years going way back, has passed away which I talked about on here before.  Ever since then I feel I have been much more accepting of death and not afraid of corona, and feel like it's going to get us all and I just want to get it and get it over with.

But my family and friends are concerned for me, thinking maybe my bff's death has affected me the wrong way.  Has it perhaps, and maybe I shouldn't be so pessimistic as a result?