still feeling the marriage loss

[HenryII]

My D sent me some anciant pics today. One with me and the X when things were happier.    So I am feeling down that I couldn't keep her love.  I really do miss her. She was great mom and we got along pretty well.  We were childhood friends and married @ 19 yo.  I was her first.     I wish I had more compassion and romanticizum in me and was more able to grow in our marriage.

She remarried as did I but she divorced and has had many relationshios since.   I feel I screwed up her life.  I'll get over it and move on but still be a little sad.

[Marc878]

Oh cmon, divorced again and many relationships after? She needs to fix herself which is doubtful.

 We are all responsible for ourselves. 

[snowcones]

You're just drifting down sweet memory lane.  It happens sometimes and it's okay, but it doesn't mean that the past should have been different. Be thankful for what you have now.

[preraph]

It's nice that after this long you can look back and see whatever part you may have had in it. In the end people do make their own decisions though.