Broken

[Germyhands]

just wondering....

 

me and my girl were together for like 9 months....alot of ups and downs but she says she loves me more than she has ever loved anyone before.

we were living together most of the time but she kicked me out a few times.....

once when i went to jail she moved back in with her exhusband and her kids....she had told me once about 4 months ago, after a big fight, that she was thinking about getting back with her exhusband....she said that we could still f*** with eachother on the side and i said you would be with him and you think i would be your side piece? And she said yeah, until you find a new relationship....

and i was like yeah, sounds good...but one day imma steal you back from him....

and then i went to jail and she moved in with her husband after i was only in there 3 days....

she came and visited me and told me she was staying there but that we were still together and she still loves me.

 

then i got out and she said that she never slept with him but if she moved back in with him she would sleep with him eventually....she said it would be wrong to live with him and not do her “wifey duty”

that hella hurt me.

well she moved me back in the apartment, and she would go over there alot, and at one point she was talking about going over there and spending the night...and leaving me at home.....

i was hella hurt by this so i went into her phone and she had told her sister that she was talking about getting back with her husband, and he was scarred that she would leave again and he wanted to take it slow and that he was going to guard his heart.....i was like WTF!!!

 

anyways....

 

now were broken up....

we were fighting alot about her going to see her kids and i wanna get back with her but with more boundaries.....

 

Just feeling like maybe i should let go....

 

i just talked with her on the phone for an hour and she says maybe we will get back together.

 

just give her time she says....

She said she loves me when she hangs up.

 

and shes so sorry it has to be like this.

but she wants to meet me and have coffee....

 

and be friends....:

 

but she says she loves me and she hasnt let go yet and she said at this point we dont have a chance....

 

she said what do you want from me?

and i said another chance but i probably got a snowballs chance in hell and she said at this point yeah

and then she said she loves me and we laughed and talked about old times and we reminisced about how every boring activity was fun when we were together.

laundry.

dishes.

and she said she misses that.

 

does it sound hopeless

 

i dunno....

[kendahke]

Do yourself a huge favor: block her and move on with your life. She's wasting your time. She's having sex with her ex-husband and she wants to have sex with him.  If she didn't, she wouldn't have moved back in with him.

Never ever let a woman jerk your around like this again.  You don't deserve this treatment.

And don't be her friend. She's with her friend--her ex-husband.