I am sitting in my pj's crying and have no desire to start my day.:(

[me again]

He came out about being with other men at the end of summer when i was tipped off that he had a profile on GAY.com I entered his email address to see if the site would send him his password and it did prooving he was a member at one time.

 

I called him at work crying and he rushed home to my place to explain. We talked about it and he said that was before me. He insisted I was "The one women" he could be faithful and devoted to even though he cheated on other girls he loved before with men. He said he felt so much better with me knowing the truth of his past too. WE deleted his profile together and he said there were no morer. I am pretty sure i entered his email soon after for lost password and his addy was clean from the system.

 

Last night i checked to see if he had been being good. I entered his email address to see if the site would send him a password...This would tell me if he had a profile again. Well it sent his password!. He has another profile up on GAY.COM!!

 

I told him about it ASAP and he says it must be another old profile. There is no date on it to prove different. I made a new account to see if it would allow doubles and it did but informed me that there was already another profile up. So he must have knew.

 

I went into the Gay chat rooms to see if he talked to anyone recently... I need to know the TRUTH. I can't take this again. I went through this with my bf before him! I ignored all of his calls last night...I spoke to him briefly today. He insists it is not a profile he remembers. I told him the name of the profile as it was simular to the name of the old one but with dashes. He said he never usues dashes... I can't eat ..i can't sleep.. i need the truth. I am sitting in my pj's crying and have no desire to start my day.

 

We were supposed to go to his parents this weekend.. i told him i was not going now.:(