WHO BELIEVES ME? I need to know~!

[Juliet2]

I know many people do not believe my posts..

 

I need to know out of everyone who has read my posts believes I could actually be telling the truth? Does anyone?

 

Can anyone see the truth? (or is everyone just reading my posts for entertainment?)

 

I need to know who I can count on for real advice.

[whichwayisup]

I think the reason why some don't believe what you write about is because you're all over the map. Between the millions, the forceful rape which you enjoyed, posting all over that your boyfriend is now gay etc...and also it doesn't add up and make sense at times, it's hard to know what is what.

 

Maybe try a new and different approach. Speak from your heart, open yourself up abit instead of running high drama. I don't know, maybe that is just the way things are in your life.

 

Seems you're not really looking for help, but some attention and reaction from LSer's.

 

WHAT is it that you want from this relationship with this guy? DO you love him? DO you see a future, kids, marriage one day? He doesn't sound too stable and he definately has tons of issues he needs to work through. That is obvious.

 

If you want help, then we'll help. Just seems the way you post at times, it's like the joke is on all of us.

[onlyhuman]

If they are true??You must bear responsiblity for extremely poor judgement calls.Everyone gets a curve ball once in awhile,you've been hit with lightening 20 timesover!

So if it is true, using your own words ,or your friends you must have limited mental capabilities to even think about staying.

I'm saying this just in case your not a hoax, which I believe you are, seek psychological help immediately.You definitely need some professional help,Im not saying this to be cruel but with best intentions.

A physciatrist will sift through all the crap and find out why you are acting the way you are and help you stop this.

BTW my story is completely true, I have no kidney!

[Juliet2]

if it is true, using your own words ,or your friends you must have limited mental capabilities to even think about staying.

 

Again, what if he is telling the truth?.. many people do not believe me when i am telling the truth..my bf pointed that out...So maybe just maybe he did not try to cheat on me. I need to know for sure...or I will always wonder... I am so confused.

 

I do love him.. it is killing me not knowing and doubting. I feel like I could very well be the fool. I had a dream the night before last i put my shoes on the wrong feet and everyone was pointing and laughing about how stupid I was.. That makes me feel if i take him back that's how i will be seen so i can't tell my friends.

 

If I give him a chance..and i fall on my face i can honestly say..that bad decision will kill me.. without any doubt that would be it.. i would be forever broken and would just totally give up on believing in anyone ever again. I can also say mentally i can't handle something like this again either. I have other vices i have not spoke of that would consume me alive if i fall again. He is aware and "swears" as he gentley wipes away my tears..."he is not that big of an a**h*** to hurt me that way." He held me in his arms for a while last night. He said that part of him is in the past. I am the only one he desires..and for the first time in his life he is actually faithful, honest and true that is the one time he actually loses the one he loves! He said he knew what i went through before with my ex...(trying to cheat with men) and he would never put me through that. He promises, swears and even tears stream down his face while he maintains these statements.

[JadeStar]

I 2nd what WWIU has said. Personally, its not that I don't believe you, but its true when WWIU said "you're all over the map with your posts." Its like everytime I turn around you have posted something in your life that contains sooooo much drama. I'm not knocking you hun so please understand that. And yes we all have types of drama in our lives. Its just sometimes the posts seem so far fetched. NOT that they are not true, just alot going on with ya I guess. I'm sorry, sounds like alot has happened in your life and you don't deserve all these things that seem to be happening. Some things in this world we have control over, and some we don't. I have a feeling that SOME things you could eliminate the drama on.

 

 

 

Jade

[Forget About Her]

Pure entertainment for me! I think your hilarious, full of ****, but hilarious. I share a lot of your posts with my co-workers while I'm at work (which is usually when I browse the forums). The 2 million dollar thing was funny, unoriginal though. I must have missed that part about you getting raped and liking it. I haven't read the post yet, and I already can't stop laughing...anyone have a link?