Striatta Posted June 23, 2021 Share Posted June 23, 2021 I am 21 years old and yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend. Today I was on the bus off to my new work place and another man on the bus gave me a blowjob. I feel horrible and I told my boyfriend immediately. I really don't understand why I did it. I don't know what I want to hear on this forum justification or just analysis of why I did it. I think it was just a way to vent and it was my first time doing anything so spontaneous or sexual with anyone besides my boyfriend. I feel dirty and ashamed of my actions and I want to find a way to forgive myself. My boyfriend says its ok and that he is not mad just surprised and that he understands me. Please help me forgive myself. Link to post Share on other sites
d0nnivain Posted June 23, 2021 Share Posted June 23, 2021 Be careful about public sex. It's dangerous from a health perspective & usually illegal. You did it because you were mad / upset at the BF you had just broken up with. You acted rashly. You have to find a way to forgive yourself & learn from this experience? what's your alternative -- carry this around & flagellate yourself for the rest of your life? That's not healthy. 1 1 Link to post Share on other sites
FMW Posted June 23, 2021 Share Posted June 23, 2021 You acted out in reaction to something you were upset about. Deal with whatever that issue is. We all mess up and do things we aren't proud of. Link to post Share on other sites
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