Hard time getting over her.

[Mkoarns]

This is my first time posting here, so bare with me. My girlfriend just recently (yesterday) completely ended it with me, but let me give a little history on it first. We had been together for two and a half years as of this thursday. She was my high school love, i *saved* her from a bad relationship with a guy that had beat her and treated her poorly. After high school things were great, i was going to school and she was working, we had plenty of time to spend with each other so things were great. After i graduated i took the summer off before joining the work force, so we started spending 3-4 nights a week with each other. After a while i noticed her showing affection less and less. About 4 months ago she was promoted to a manager of the store she worked in, so she was bumped up to about 48 hours a week. At about that time is when we stopped being intimate all together. I tried talking to her about it and she said it was from stress at work, so i let her have her space and didnt try to make any moves in that way. Eventually she stopped showing signs of affection all together, she would never hug me or even kiss me unless i did it first, and even started saying "i love you" less and less. In the last week of being together she didnt call at all, and wouldnt respond to my voicemails. She had always had a hard time confronting me and talking to me when something was wrong, and i'm one of those guys that has a hard time saying exactly what i feel when it comes to face-to-face confrontations, so what i did was i sat down and wrote her a letter telling her exactly how i felt and how she was drifting from me. The next night after i give her the letter i call her and she picks up and breaks it off. There wasnt much i could do about it, but i told her i wanted to see her one last time (yesterday) to atleast say my goodbyes. We met at our *spot* in the park and i said my goodbyes, she told me that shes bored with me, doesnt love me anymore, and that she has to get out and experience more. Anyways I myself am having a hard time getting over her more than anyone else i have been with. All i do is think about her and hope she changes her mind and calls me. I sit here online and stare at her screen name and hope she messages me, because i know i cant message her. Anyhow I would like some suggestions as to how i can make this easier, because i am such a wreck.