Bonifidelifelover Posted October 10, 2021 Share Posted October 10, 2021 Today is MMS 1 year anniversary & I hate that I know that! Or remember that! Probably mostly because 2 weeks before he married we hooked up for the 1st time. I was NC since February. I went no due to him him messaging me when she went out of town & I just thought nope, can’t do this, not gonna be THAT girl. It bugged me even tho I did want to see him. I just didn’t want to put myself in the situations I see here... The push & pull & don’t hear from him, then hear from him when it’s at his convenience. He told me he would say hi, but she’s always nosy on is phone. This is while also telling me her & him we’re gonna try to have a baby now. (It made me sick). How are u messaging someone to hook up for sex while also telling them ur trying to become a father for the first time. So I took him off social media. I’m sure he realized it. I had not heard from him since that time in February. I felt it was best. I hoped it helped me forget him. welp i ran into him 1 year to the day we hooked up! Super coincidence! So like two weeks ago. He was w/ the wife but I broke the nc to say hey I seen u today! He immediately responded despite being with her. I was surprised he responded. I was surprised he didn’t say can’t talk I’m with her. Anyways. I’m dumb for breaking nc. Seeing him made me get in my feelings! I have not spoken to him since saying hey I seen u. But this post is about CURIOSITY. I’m not sure my curiosity for him will ever go away! 🤨 I hate it! I like when he doesn’t cross my mind. Him & I are not in contact. I’m just thinking tho will I ever forget him? I’ve known him since 9th grade. Do u guys ever not think of ur MM??????? Does it stop????? It drives me crazy! I pray I somehow erase him from my memory. I just need to! Give me tips? How long ago Did u go NC but still think of ur MM or MW! Does it end.... ugh I was nosy & looked at the wife’s iG Link to post Share on other sites
Wiseman2 Posted October 11, 2021 Share Posted October 11, 2021 Sorry this is happening. Are you legally separated or divorced yet? If so, have you started dating? If you are living alone and single, why not get a good profile and pics on quality dating apps and start talking to and meeting men for a low-key coffee. There's no need for married creeps now that you are free to date decent honest single men. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
ExpatInItaly Posted October 11, 2021 Share Posted October 11, 2021 13 hours ago, Bonifidelifelover said: I’m not sure my curiosity for him will ever go away! I am almost certain it will, once you are happier and more fulfilled in your own life. Link to post Share on other sites
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