KillJoyboyfriend Posted December 7, 2021 Share Posted December 7, 2021 (edited) So the other day, (actually a few weeks ago) My friend from the "touch starved guy" post (I'll call her Sam) invited me to hang out with her. Long story short, she ended up bringing another friend along later on (I'll call her Alex). It's a biological male that identifies as a female and seems to be taking medication and implants to resemble a girl (this deep description will make sense later) After we spent the whole day having a blast, we headed back to Sam's house. I had coffee, and as usual, Sam was super handsy with me (even fell on top of me from the side at some point), so I thought nothing of it. Then we went up to Sam's room. From here, again, I thought nothing of it, even though this was my first time being in a girl's room. After a while, she shut the door, showed off some cool mood lights she had installed, and turned on some music (as she usually does), and with convincing, made me sit on her bed (because I was visibly inexperienced with being in another person's room). It was now me, Sam and Alex in her room. I was technically in there with two girls. Then Alex literally just took her shirt off and was standing there striking poses in just her sports bra and jeans. I cannot make this up. This is where the description comes in. Despite the fact that she was a biological male, she had a really nice body. I commented on it saying "Dammit, Alex, stop giving me drawing references when you know I'm too tired to draw!" And she laughed, so I knew she didn't find it creepy. After a while, Sam left the room to go change into pajamas. She didn't say why she was leaving, she just sort of-- slipped out of the room. For a good 3 minutes or more, it was just me and Alex in there, while she wore nothing but a sports bra. I, of course, never having been in this situation in my ENTIRE LIFE, then took out a sketchbook and we started talking about art. Then Sam came back in, and after a while started doing flirtatious stuff with Alex. Alex tried to kiss her at some point while I sat awkwardly on Sam's bed watching, then after a while, she sat on Alex's crotch for a long while. A few weeks after that, and Sam is inviting me to hang out with her again. I don't know whether I'm reading into this situation too much, or I just legitimately dodged a threesome situation like a typical 'Sigma-grindset' 'bros before hoes' meme. Obviously for several weeks after this, I did not revisit the happenings of that evening, let alone think of it sexually, so It's all coming back to me now like a fever dream. I don't know-- (This all happened while it was really dark out, like 8-9 pm) and before the room stuff, they established in smooth sort of way that Alex had just come out of a relationship with someone. Y'all I need help. I feel like Sam has some plans for me that I wouldn't be ready for with my low experience. I don't want all these wild assumptions I'm having to eventually come true and I'm not ready for it. And thank you so much for your help. I've posted a few times here and you are all EXREMELY HELFUL. NO JOKE. Edited December 7, 2021 by KillJoyboyfriend Link to post Share on other sites
Wiseman2 Posted December 7, 2021 Share Posted December 7, 2021 10 minutes ago, KillJoyboyfriend said: dodged a threesome situation like a typical 'Sigma-grindset' 'bros before hoes' meme The pajama girl is the one you're afraid to talk to at church? Link to post Share on other sites
Author KillJoyboyfriend Posted December 7, 2021 Author Share Posted December 7, 2021 Also-- I don't really want to go out with Alex. Sure, she's nice, but I can't force myself to feel comfortable dating a girl that strikes me as masculine. I wish it wasn't that way, but unfortunately it is. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KillJoyboyfriend Posted December 7, 2021 Author Share Posted December 7, 2021 Just now, Wiseman2 said: The pajama girl is the one you're afraid to talk to at church? Yes Link to post Share on other sites
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